Every second I'm without you I'm a mess....

Well I felt it. I felt it comming so bad. Death. And finally it's here. Someone close to me has died after I've been feeling it comming for a month and 1/2... It missed my family by one house. My neighbor (my friends grandmother) was killed in a car acident today. She got up for work, left, and then was hit be another driver. I mean, I don't know ( Read more... )

These past few days I've done nothing but sit around and act like a zombie in school. I can't snap out of it. But tonight I finally burnt all of the things he ever gave me, including notes, cards, bracelets (hemp), photographs, and drawings. It felt good. And I went to the highschool football game last night.. We won 40-7 so that took my mind off ( Read more... )

So I deffinitely got broken up with Last night ( Read more... )

So today my dogs ran away

I'm ready to fucking cry

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Fuck this. I was going to write a long entry about how upset I am at the moment but no one really cares so neither do I.

So we're now playing the waiting game and the clock keeps going tick tock tick tock.

I've got a bad feeling about this one. Something isn't right and from what I've been hearing I'm begining to wonder more and more about what I'm getting into...

Well now I feel like a complete moron.

Great

I hate it when my moods go 180* about 5 times an hour

I made every other entry about my "friend" private....