Errr this is ackward

[imableedingstar]

So me being in Macom Illinois [where the first month of my very life was] it has basically been a huge sharing thing for my dad. He's telling me all these stories of his life, I guess some of them have morals, but most of them don't. Like him stealing cars for his friends so they can trick the insurance company into giving them money. Or going to a

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[zandieforlife]

Do I even need to remind you how much we're alike?
I doubt it.

My dad did the same...cheated on my mom.
...more than once.

Mom blames him for the death of my youngest sister. She said that if he had been faithful, the miscarriage wouldn't have happened...that was his punishment.
Karma.

So now, all I have is a memory of holding my youngest sister's frail body while I was younger.
Before, I thought it was nice...getting to hold her before she was cremated. Now I'm choked with tears about it...I held her corpse. How fucked up was/am I to not have realized that at the time?!

...but, okay...I'm going to stop ranting now.
I love you and I can't wait to see you.

♥me.

[lapifors]

Wow, that's pretty heavy stuff. I wish I knew just what to say :/ *many hugs*

xxx

[imableedingstar]

Awww dankes ^_^ *hug*