I'm feeling so discouraged by... everything. Everything is bringing me down and frustrating me. And depressing me.My thoughts are too loud, I feel like I have screaming in my head and it's giving me a headache ( Read more... )

Folding laundry should not exhaust me, it shouldn't make my arms feel like jello.
I'm nineteen years old, I shouldn't have problems doing SIMPLE things. I shouldn't have to ask for help doing simple things.

Reading a lot of these posts on various health related communities makes me really glad I live in Ontario and at least have free health care. Even though our health care sucks major ass.

Fuck.My.Life ( Read more... )

I have never felt more of a need or want to change the way my life has become. I just hope I have the strength and courage to do so ( Read more... )

*runs full speed into a wall ( Read more... )

Hell fucking froze over.

Not only did my dad call me on Friday after twenty seven days of silence...

Pat sent me a message on Facebook this morning, saying he misses talking to me and feels horrible about what he did.

*headdesk* That's all I have to say. What else CAN I say?

When I was a little girl, I remember being about seven years old, just about to sit down and watch a movie with my family when a news broadcast came on with the picture of a beautiful little girl who had been murdered. Her name was JonBenet Ramsey, she was murdered Christmas night in her home in Boulder, CO. She was taken from her bed in the middle ( Read more... )

I know there's a reason why I keep this journal... maybe it's the memories that lie within it? A lot of history is stored here in this little online journal. Five years of history, of bad memories, of good times... of heartbreak, of anguish, of hope and joy. And yet, I still can't bring myself to write in here. And I have some of the greatest ( Read more... )

( Instead of sleep, I do this-yay memes )