"it wears me out"

[imacreep08]

If I can't stop now, I'm going to die from this disease. I don't trust myself anymore. Getting better is a daily lie. I have no idea where to seek support or who to talk to. The people closest to me know that I'm sick but it's not a big deal. "she's getting better" I'm doing so well infact that every time I am alone, without fail, I am eating to

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[sunshinedaisy12]

Wow, I pretty much could have wrote the exact same thing.. I am so incredibly sorry that you have to go through this. You really do deserve help though, it fucking sucks that there isn't really easy recovery method.. its going to be so difficult but you're an extremely strong girl and I know you can do it if you put your mind to it. I'm really sorry that your eating disorder has ruined relationships, its ruined some of my really important ones too.. I guess its just the nature of the disease, to push people away.. You're not an attention whore or whiner or anything, you're just amazing and beautiful girl who deserves to be happy okay? I wish I could give you a hug right now. I really just hope things get better for you.
<3

[guiltyofpass]

http://www.somethingfishy.org/

support online..only one i know of.

[derekthederek]

How good is online support anyways?

Go to your doctor like I said before?

[imacreep08]

I'm going tomorrow. :)