i hate when i miss things that dont exist anymore ( Read more... )

Man... many times today i have been thinking to myself, " why did i sign up for reunion too?" man im so freakin tired.  I woke up at 8am to get ready for work. i was suppose to get up at 5:50am to go to the gym before work but i just couldnt get up. i worked at GSH from 9am to 5pm. then got back to school as soon as possible and started working for ( Read more... )

what a joke... man seriously... why do i kid myself?

goal-----aborted

firm decision----- rebutted

wack feelings----- encouraged

negatives habits---- desired

BLEGH... that word reminds me of flem...

"summer  is ending soon... its alright.. and its nice not to be so alone, but i hold on to your secrets, in WHITE HOUSES"

orta vez...

you grace me with your ( Read more... )

So...

I... FUCKED.... UP....

BIG TIME....

im too overwhelmed to even cry...

for the first time...  im doubting... doubting a lot of things i thought before...

i get in these stupid ass moods where i just want to tell people off... its like i get in this fuck everything i just want to disappear mode and i cant stop. maybe its cuz im really tired and stressed ( Read more... )

i wish i would have never gotten too busy to continue my scrapbook journal thing... it would have been great to keep one for senior year and me and felipe, even though me and felipe or over with and im over him, still, it was my first love... ill always want to remember my first everything... at least i think i have my first time i got drunk ( Read more... )

everybody has a negative with a professor at one point in their life, correct ( Read more... )

i dont know how man times i have started an entry and then just never finished it ( Read more... )

i missed one of my classes today... not good. this is the worst time to miss, especially when im not even gonna do anything productive. im so tired... for some reason... i just didnt feel like going to class knowing i might get called on, even though that is unlikely, i dont want to go to class anymore unless i participate. i cant participate ( Read more... )

so i keep sneezing and my nose is all runny and itchy. i dont know if its allergies or if its cuz im getting sick. im assuming it is me getting a little bit sick because i dont think this is allergies season at the moment, even though spring is the allergy season or at least i think it is ( Read more... )