my first day back to school sucked evryone kept saying shit to me like it was a crime and it really affected them that i did something, no offense but my lj, my body, my tussin, my decision. oh btw if ur sick of hearing about this then dont read it im just ranting so i dont flip the fuck out. Everyone just enjoys fucking me over right? every friend ( Read more... )

ugh my new comp is going wicked slow wtf! its beginning to wicked piss me off. but not as half as much as ppl like mark, melissa and other emo-wannabe cunts who think their smart enough to know anything about me. ya know what mother fuckers if you hate me so much then why does it matter if im an "attention whore" why does it matter if I did some ( Read more... )

I envy my lovely katie. she has a "thing" with this really cute dude who takes her on really romantic dates and cuddles with her. I really need someone especially lately because things are falling apart so quickly. I think my mom is gunna literally beat the shit out of me when she sees my algebra grade which is a 66.5 I know I tried hard and it ( Read more... )

WONT SOMEONE COME KISS ME PLLLLLLLEASE

I spent a while on the partyline talking to this guy. he disgusts me, hes the type to use fat girls for sex and asked me to meet him and I told him no because I hate casual sex I only want a relationship and he said well ur fat so its hard for you to find one. ugh hes right ppl like mark and josh want pretty skinny girls. I blame the media ( Read more... )

I'm really not looking forward to going to school tomorow. I miss summer vacation.No I miss life when I was an only child (yes I'm mean sometimes and I dont fucking care ok?)This weekend sucked Friday was decent but It's the same thing I usually do fridays. saturday I did ads which was ok but no joy ride. today I'm probably not doing anything But I ( Read more... )

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Him and I have almost everything in common. But hes to out of my league. I wish I could make him happy but I dont suppose he wants that at all. I see him in school and I want to hug him and cry in his arms because I want him so bad. but he wont have it. I'm too ugly for him to be into he would rather have someone who belongs to my ex the one ( Read more... )

yesterday was interesting. i know most of you who read this will be disapointed in me and have less respect for me but please just listen ( Read more... )

hello i havent written in a while not like u care not many ppl read this at all. lately lifes been going downhill me and rob broke up so now im all alone again its funny i thought it would actually last as he and tarrah did. stupid me. i took two zolofts today to see how i felt sort of like a self prescription. 100mg isnt making me happy anymore so ( Read more... )