okay last night i got off work late b/c they needed me to stay do to this rather large hurrican we are going to experiance! and when i finally get off my friend beth is there and we go and chill in the parkin lot so we are there singing and havin a good time and then this guy that i work with comes out and starts talkin to us!! he is def a hottie ( ( Read more... )

its me!! yet again havin one of those days when im feeling down on myslef wondering what my purpose is here on this world!! last night i had a serious conversation with my mom about how i felt and how i always feel like im never good enough to do anything!!! i feel like my voice is crappy and my looks are crappier and my piano playing skills are ( Read more... )

hey yall its me!!! im sitting in the library lookin at all the fineness that walks past me !!!! i just have one question where the crap is mine???? anyways i made bach to rock im excited thats something i really wanted i had to go talk to the dean b/c i hade 19 hrs and now i have 20 i had to plead with her and tell finally she said yes and i ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!! its been awhile!!!! im sitting in school now its the second day so now im getting reaDY TO GO TO WORK!!! oh yes the joys of work i have to work so i can pay bills, granted i live at home but my mom makes me pay bills. this summer had its perks and its not so perky things but all in all i lived and thats all that matters, that which ( Read more... )

hey yall im back from central america now!!! i miss it already i miss the people i miss everything it was so pretty there. alot of sickness and i felt bad b/c i didnt get to help everybody that needed help there are still so many more ppl who need help and i only got to help 1,500 ppl. but i guess thats better then nothing. I want to talk to u all ( Read more... )

hey yall its me just decied to write while i was sitting in hondurous. yeah thats right im in a doff country baby. ill be back soon though for those of u who care. i miss amercia very much and i miss my friends and maybe my mom. but just thought id drop a line and tell yall whats up hope to see yall soon keep me in your prayers.

hello all u people out there!! how r ya? im doing ok i guess. as well as can be expected :) ummmm yeah im bored sitting at school just got threw talkin to MRS> Blackshear aka *mom* she is an awesome lady i only wish i had the paitcens ( i cant spell) she does, she is so loving and friendly and may i add graceful. anyways im ready for school to ( Read more... )

hey yall. im in a pretty good mood at the momment just got off work a few hrs ago and im chillin with some friends hangiong out acting stupid. im also waiting for this guy i have a slight bit of a crush on to come so im excited about that !!! yeah!!! anyways i need to get with yall and we need to all do something i miss u guys. i see anna and zach ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and relized everybody needs to find one thing about them self that they truly love. after about 10 mins of looking in the mirrior i realized that i love my eyes. they are pretty brown and they change shades of brown with my mood so there ya go i have 1 thing i like about myself. i will dwell on that and be greatful for the ( Read more... )

im lonely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate being that person who is always sad. i dont like being sad all the time but its hard to be happy when everything seems to be going bad. the friends that i do have i really cant't explain how im feeling becasue they wouldnt understand. most people think im happy all the time but im not ( Read more... )