goddamnit this song hurts ( Read more... )

left,lost and gone ( Read more... )

so yeah....i've been thinkin about stuff again. Mostly Oregon, i swear to god holding myself back from moving has been so hard for me lately. i'm so lucky to have this awesome band to keep me here. This place sucks badly and just...yeah. I miss people out there sooooo much. and i'm sick and tired of moving away because of someone else. I move ( Read more... )

i'm happy for some reason. this is neat.

I will continue telling YOU that you're a peice of shit and not care what YOU think. Give up the holier-than-thou bullshit cause i'm not worse than you, im not perfect and neither are YOU, I have problems and so do YOU, my life is hard too.....how about YOU?!

worst fuckin x-mas ever! hands down.....

I hope Chelsea's okay.....*sigh* *tear* If anything happened to her my life would be Hell. Her and Mindi were my closest friends in Oregon and lots of shits gone down with all of us and yet i can still talk to them like we did back in 9th grade. She means the world to me and if any bad ever happened to her I don't know how I would take it....get ( Read more... )

.....yes we are.

slip into the cracks and hope it neverending.
another gone and the angel ascending.
living for the downfall,
another life to recall.
more stories,
warmed by the fire and i'm another memory.