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[imaginary_plane]

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Happy New Year.

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[anonymous]

i was going to write that i'm not the same person i was in high school.
but i realized that i am just more visibly the real me now. i have surfaced, or i am beginning to. before i was pushing myself underwater.

[anonymous]

I'm starting to feel like the people I consider(ed?) my best friends are only really spending time with me out of habit. They certainly don't seem to have much interest in my life now, or have anything to say to me that they aren't also saying to anyone who will listen.

...that prove you're human thing says 'rough closing'. Heh.

[anonymous]

I'm more cynical than ever and I know that I'm cutting myself off from people not because I am naturally difficult, but because I'm making myself difficult. And I'm still bitter about stuff I figured I'd gotten over. Clearly not.

[anonymous]

we talked about unity and friendship and love when we talked about faith.

after a year and a half, i'm starting to wonder if maybe "the faith" was bullshit.

[anonymous]

indeed...I definitely know that feeling. I seriously think that maybe it is a load of bs.

[harsh_silence]

The faith is only bullshit if you let it be.

[anonymous]

maybe others are letting it be more than i am.

look at what's happening. are you living up to it?

[anonymous]

I think we could be truly great friends, but I'm scared you won't find me worthwhile. Not because I'm not a good friend - I think I still am - but because while I used to invest nearly all my time in helping other people, I've become more self-centered. Obviously, there are some benefits to that (like being healthy, taking care of myself), but at the expense of my confidence in my ability to be close with others.

I'll work on this, though. You're too awesome to not be friends with; fuck insecurities.