hmm lots of updates to do ( Read more... )

today was...alright. not a bad day. got up, went to school, did nothing in english, did nothing in pe, went to cosmetology and oh...did nothing. actually, we had a pedicure class which was pretty cool and out of the 2 years that ive been at mr'johns, that was the first pedicure lesson we ever got. schweet dude ( Read more... )

everything is just melting together in one big huge blob. i just wish everything would go right for once. im sick of people treating me like crap and im sick of pretending that i like it here. im sooo tempted to move far far away and not tell anyone. but i have a fear of new people and places. i might just have to get over that fear. its not like i ( Read more... )

i hate how i do absolutely nothing to fuck things up, but somehow, everything is my fault ( Read more... )

damn, i havent been on the computer for not even a week and my friends update list is all new. everyone writes when im gone! oh man, a lot has happened this week. i got kicked out of my house because my stepdad is a mean mother fucker and i could have had him arrested but i was nice and i didnt. i just got his ass pretty scared though, which is ( Read more... )

lalala ( Read more... )

today was suuuuuper boring. i went to school and at 12, i had to leave with the rest of the band to go to this stupid band festival at meridian. i only played on 2 songs and on 1 i played tambourine because there were lam ass parts and some people already stole my snare part on this one song. but oh well, i dont care. uhh so anyway, thats how my ( Read more... )

i like flowers ( Read more... )

*snuggle buggle ( Read more... )

due to recent events, i have deleted the last few entries because there is no need for them. though i was just showing my excitement and not trying to make anyone upset, i just decided that i dont need a lot of details ( Read more... )