is here! YAY! It was sooo amazing. OMG. The pain honestly felt good to me. I watched him tattoo me. It was so interesting and intriguing to sit there and watch. I was scared for nothing. I really have a high pain tolerance that's for damn sure. I want some more already, lol. I can't even describe the feeling. It hurts, but kinda in a good way and a ( Read more... )

I'm getting my first Tattoo this Thursday at 5:00 p.m.! YAAAAY! Jolene is too and we're getting it for a good fucking deal! It all started when this tattoo place added me and they had a bulletin saying "100 people for any tattoo for 100 dollars. Maximum 3 hours in the chair"! Well, for shits and giggles, I entered and gave my name and number and I ( Read more... )

Which is why in two weeks I'm leaving Englewood. I know before I said I was moving out with one of my friends, but forget THAT. 1.) she is waaaay too pushy and I don't even see or hear from her anymore and 2.) I know we wouldn't have gotten along, and also, I don't know anything about moving out. SO, when I was 16, I had a choice of moving to ( Read more... )

You know... I don't want anyone's pity because I pretty much pity myself already, which is pathetic, but I just feel like I cause relationships to go wrong. I had the best relationship for over 2 fucking years and yet, it was all my fault for leaving the way I did... Especially for someone here that's closer. I don't regret it because it was an ( Read more... )

Mike and I are friends again! YAAAAY! =] Hi, Mike! Hahaha. I know you'll read this *grin* ilu <3 :] It's nice he's there for me too...

I don't want to be alone... I'm so unhappy right now... I hate this. I need someone here with me. I tried calling Mike and he won't answer.. Maybe he's working late or out with his girlfriend? I don't know, but this sucks. I hope he'll call meee... I want to talk to him. It's been forever and he always listened to me whenever I was down and out. * ( Read more... )

I'm back on the market, which means, I'm single. I don't want to talk about it, but this is the first time I've been dumped by a guy instead of me doing it... I found out Jason likes a whore... this girl he works with named Ashley, and obviously, he doesn't have the same love for me that I do for him... I guess I'll learn from this and try to ( Read more... )

Mmm yep. At least one of my favorites! This band is so fucking amazing!! Everyone should download their songs. They remind me of TBS, but in a punky ska sort of way and they are from New York, so go figure. =] My favorite songs by them right now, are Cheer Up Emo Kid, and One Less Heart to Break. Very very good songs and band... Yep yep yep!

So, yeah, I'm drunker than shit right now. Hahaha. I just got back from a party which was fun. I saw RJ Weaver, and Bruuuuce! I haven't seen Bruce in like forever. We played "Beer-Pong" which was craaazy & I watched how to play this game called, "Fuck the Bus". I'm now eating Taco Bell because I'm a drunk bum, whom is extremely hungry lol. Wow... ( Read more... )

I have too many people to send this too and too little time. I love every one of my friends and family members.

LOVE YA

One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends
know you love them?
I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered
if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships
that needed rekindling or ( Read more... )