Comments | imaginaryloser: Why is this so hard?

imaginaryloser

Why is this so hard?

Apr 05, 2004 23:38

I'm trying, I really am. I'm trying to stick with girls, and it doesn't seem to be working. And you guys - I fucking hate your timing. It sucks. How come all the cute guys only start taking interest in me when I've decided I can't have them? Take my pal Aaron for instance - we've just recently started hanging out enough for him to earn some ( Read more... )

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the__empty_hour April 6 2004, 10:24:40 UTC

Things change dollface... haha

So is the looking different bad or good? haha

Well have a wonderful dayy....

<3DustinXface

P.s. I was so scared to talk to you that summer.... haha I was like... Hmmmm

o_O Dollface? *giggles* imaginaryloser April 7 2004, 06:29:54 UTC

The looking different thing - *blushes* definitely good kind of different.

Haha. YOU were scared to talk to ME? I blushed like crazy the entire damn day after that. And then I kind of just figured you weren't interested. But hey, at least we're managing to talk now. Like... 2 years later? Haha.
Later, babe.

<3 Zorak

delfinus April 6 2004, 11:59:07 UTC

a) It's a good thing we're "best friends" and I didn't know most of that.

b) I did catch on, contrary to popular belief, I'm not *that* stupid. But what, exactly, did you want me to do?

c) I want that sweet loving relationship with a guy, someone who'll be there for me, to make me feel so strongly that I would do anything to keep them from the smallest ounce of pain, someone to bond myself to forever. A guy who wouldn't mind spending forever with a wreck like me, who'll stand up for me when no one else will(even if the don't agree with my reasoning). I know it exists, it's somewhere out there. It's my definition of true love.
No offense.. but.. I think you should reconsider that definition carefully... I really do.

d) Just FYI.. Andy and I talked for 1.5 hours the other day. Maybe he told you that already. WE sat in front of my house for a long time... I definitely didn't walk in until 6 am.

Maybe I'm just an emo dork? imaginaryloser April 7 2004, 06:17:55 UTC

a) We ARE best friends. No quotation marks. You didn't know, but no one else really did, either. Kat knew, because she used to date him. Amy knows, because she can just sense these things. And Tat knows because she was there, and saw the whole thing. And I still share a lot with you that I don't share with anyone else. But I still keep a lot out of my LJ.

b) I don't know what I expected out of you. Maybe I wanted you to intervene somehow, though I have no clue what I wanted you to do. So don't worry about it. And I never said you were stupid.

c) on my definition of 'true love' - I guess I don't mean that. I know that's what I want in a relationship, and I know it'll happen. But I know there's a lot more to the true love part.

d) Okay... I was most definitely asleep by then.

I love you, Marci. And after the conversation we just had, I definitely need to see you. I could use a shoulder to cry on.

suicides_end April 6 2004, 12:31:29 UTC

Don't be what your not, Love who you want, in gods eyes isn't being honest what really counts? You won't go to hell for loving someone so yeah thats all I had to say...

boombanda April 6 2004, 17:33:51 UTC

"I know that religion says that it's wrong. But this is also the same religion that once found it inappropriate to say PANTS, and also condones incest. Don't believe me, ask me, I'll show you where.Which Bible are you reading out of? I mean, which version? If it's anything Catholic (esp. Roman Catholic), then THAT'S why. "Back in the day", only the pastors (or whatever they called them) where allowed to read the Bible and they told others what was supposedly in it. They added a bunch of their own shit to please themselves and things they thought would give them more power over the people. I've been studying the Bible for a VEEEERY long time - since before I could even use a computer - and I've never seen anything about not being allowed to use the words "pants". Tell me the exact scripture, please ( ... )

This is where, beotch. I mean, I love you, Banda-chan! imaginaryloser April 7 2004, 05:15:25 UTC

Okay... I didn't mean the BIBLE said anything about pants - but on the incest thing - it's there. Shortly after the destruction of Sodom. I'll show you the exact text sometime, but I'm not getting up off my ass to go get a bible. And when you said it doesn't mean God doesn't look down on it - Why not? He tells us when everything else is wrong. Or maybe it just had to do with the preservation of the human race? I dunno.

Re: This is where, beotch. I mean, I love you, Banda-chan! boombanda April 7 2004, 15:31:49 UTC

Well, he says in Leviticus (I'll find exact scripture later) that incest is wrong and maybe he thought that was all we need? People eat pork and God says not to do THAT, but we don't hear some booming voice from above everytime we eat hot dogs saying, "PUT THAT DAMN THING DOWN".

But whatever. I'm probably wrong, so I'll just shut up now.

Also. . . boombanda April 6 2004, 22:27:49 UTC

Please note all of this is my opinion and I'm more than likely wrong. Don't take any of this the wrong way. :\

I don't really think you're in love, just merely in love with the idea of being in love. I think you're lusting after people that you THINK you have feelings for, but it's all just some cheap dime-a-dozen conditional infatuation. Sure, you say all this stuff that makes it sound like it's truly love, but you'll know the difference when you are actually IN LOVE with someone, no matter what they do to you.

*shuts up and minds her own business* <3