Why now, Austin?
omg emo fanatic: Yo.
Austin7x8: who's this
omg emo fanatic: Uh, your ex- gay lover man?
omg emo fanatic: XD
omg emo fanatic: Uh, Danny.
Austin7x8: o hi
omg emo fanatic: Hey.
Austin7x8: how's everything going for you
omg emo fanatic: Great! I live in New York now.
Austin7x8: thats what i heard from beau thats preety cool
omg emo fanatic: Yeah... I make 9 bucks an hour, and I have a car, and I only pay 300 a month for rent. I'm livin large.
Austin7x8: sweet
Austin7x8: thats preety good
omg emo fanatic: How've you been?
Austin7x8: preety good
omg emo fanatic: Still sta-rayght?
Austin7x8: yeah
omg emo fanatic: XD
omg emo fanatic: I'm still a huge homo.
Austin7x8: hey thats who you are
omg emo fanatic: Meh.
Austin7x8: your lucky its so boring in Iowa
Austin7x8: anything intresting happen in new-york
omg emo fanatic: I ran into the olsen twins?
Austin7x8: really!
omg emo fanatic: Yeah...
omg emo fanatic: They're real bitches IRL.
Austin7x8: movie stars usually are
omg emo fanatic: They were at Galeria
omg emo fanatic: AKA one fucking HUGE mall.
Austin7x8: how big?
Austin7x8: is the mall?
omg emo fanatic: Uh
omg emo fanatic: two stories
omg emo fanatic: at least twice as long as the onoe in Davenport
Austin7x8: Wow!
omg emo fanatic: It's so easy to live here.
omg emo fanatic: I moved up here without any money, and a month later, I have a car and a great paying job.
omg emo fanatic: A ton of chikies following me
Austin7x8: of course
Austin7x8: :-D
omg emo fanatic: I'm like a PIMP. girls really like that homegrown Iowan thing.
omg emo fanatic: Aww, don't make meh blush.
Austin7x8: :-D
omg emo fanatic: Stop it, jerk. :-)
Austin7x8: fine :-D
omg emo fanatic: I'll kill you. You're doing it on purpose.
Austin7x8: I know
Austin7x8: so the girls in new york like that homgrown iowan thing
omg emo fanatic: Yeah. Sadly, I don't like them. Most of them are slutty. I don't go for that. Or the fact that they are girls.
Austin7x8: true
omg emo fanatic: Considering the fact that I now live halfway across the country and I have a boyfriend, may I ask something?
Austin7x8: I dont know will this get me in trouble with you if i answer
omg emo fanatic: XD
omg emo fanatic: How could that happen?
Austin7x8: i dont know
Austin7x8: im talkin bout our friendship
omg emo fanatic: Ah, we'll still be friends.
Austin7x8: ok i guess so
Austin7x8: whats your question
omg emo fanatic: Er
omg emo fanatic: Now I feel stupid asking it.
omg emo fanatic: :-P
Austin7x8: :-P
omg emo fanatic: Here goezit..
omg emo fanatic: Why did you break up with me in the first place? I never really got a good answer from you.
Austin7x8: i knew you would ask me that i was kind of forced to do that
Austin7x8: i really didnt want to break up with you
omg emo fanatic: Uh
omg emo fanatic: then why did you?
omg emo fanatic: :-(
Austin7x8: i wouldve been disowned from my family and stuff
Austin7x8: they did it to my older brother
omg emo fanatic: Aww
omg emo fanatic: I'm sorry.
Austin7x8: thats alright
omg emo fanatic: I just kind of figured you didn't like meh.
Austin7x8: I liked you i still do
omg emo fanatic: *runs back to Iowa*
Austin7x8: yeah
Austin7x8: you already have someone though
omg emo fanatic: To be completely honest
omg emo fanatic: I never really got over you. And I have no fucking clue why I couldn't. XD
Austin7x8: really
omg emo fanatic: Yeah...
omg emo fanatic: YOu don't have to say anything to that.
Austin7x8: well im surprised
omg emo fanatic: Why?
omg emo fanatic: You're compltely likeable.
Austin7x8: well i know that but still
omg emo fanatic: My friends liked you more than most of the other people I've ever dated.
Austin7x8: thats surprising to
Austin7x8: i guess im just a person people like
omg emo fanatic: Well, look at who we're comparing you to: Kiowa, Andy...
Austin7x8: thats true
omg emo fanatic: Not much competition.
Austin7x8: thats very true
omg emo fanatic: Gah! I wish I could talk to you guys more. I'm using a friends computer for a few months until I can get DSL at my apartment.
Austin7x8: i wish i had dsl dial up sucks
omg emo fanatic: XD
omg emo fanatic: I KNOW!
Austin7x8: majorly
Austin7x8: i would like cable
omg emo fanatic: Haha
omg emo fanatic: Me too.
omg emo fanatic: *sighs* I kinda miss IOwa.
Austin7x8: really i would think that most people wouldnt
omg emo fanatic: Well... NOt so much Iowa, but the people. And I totally drive like a New Yorker now. I honk, flip people off, and scream.
Austin7x8: lol. i drive like that already in iowa
omg emo fanatic: YOU DRIVE?
Austin7x8: every once and a while
omg emo fanatic: but not legally.
Austin7x8: yeah
Austin7x8: to lazy to get my permit
Austin7x8: and stuff
omg emo fanatic: Haha
omg emo fanatic: You know
omg emo fanatic: I dropped out of high school
omg emo fanatic: And I got my GED way before I was supposed to graduate
omg emo fanatic: I scored in the top 10 percent.
omg emo fanatic: And now I make a lot of money and have my own car. I should still have a year left of high school.
Austin7x8: thats preety amazing
Austin7x8: you must be really smart
omg emo fanatic: I encourage anyone smart enough to do so: DROP OUT. It's so fucking easy.
Austin7x8: true but i would be killed if i did
omg emo fanatic: XD
omg emo fanatic: Yeah...
omg emo fanatic: So you had better pass
Austin7x8: i get to go to college after highschool
omg emo fanatic: and then move to NY to see teh sexy Danny!
Austin7x8: thats a plan :-D
omg emo fanatic: And you know you like it. ;-)
Austin7x8: your right :-D
omg emo fanatic: *sighs* I wish you could.
Austin7x8: so do i
Austin7x8: *sighs* i g2g it was very nice talking to you again danny
omg emo fanatic: Okay.
omg emo fanatic: Bye, Austin.
Austin7x8: bye
So... yeah. Why now? Great fucking timing. He was the nicest boyfriend I ever had. And NOW I find out he still likes me? Jeez. Fate has the worst fucking timing. Honestly, had Austin not broke up with me, then I would still be in Iowa, having a blast with the one guy who wasn't creepy, AND didn't treat me like crap.
...Is it wrong of me to wish things had gone differently between us?
David and I fight constantly. I love him to death, but it sucks. We don't go through a single day without fighting about something small and insignificant. And every time he thinks I'm just gonna break up with him, because I would OBVIOUSLY be such a jerk as to do that. But other than the fighting, and the constant shoving of him off of me, we're okay. So... I talked to Marci today. Andy is being creepy(big surprise), and Hannah got her liscence. YAY HANNAH! I think she's still mad at me. Marci is, too, but I know she misses me more than anything.
ShelfMasterM: if you give me your addie, I'll send you a post card from Finland
ShelfMasterM: and let Juha wear some lipstick and kiss it
When I read that, I died laughing. You see, Juha is Marci's Finnish boyfriend. In 20 days, she goes to be with him. And Juha said he at least wants to kiss me once, and Marci agreed to let him. But he's gonna have to wait quite a while, seeing as how I now live in NY. So maybe I'm the only one who sees the funny in this.
As soon as I have some vacation days to spare, I'm going back to IA for a visit. Actually, if things go well, I intend on moving back to IA after college.
I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL CREEPY ANDY.
He won't know where or when I'll strike, but... I'll teach him to talk about me fucking like a rabbit.
"SleekGeek25: Danny.. I know we're good freinds and all.. and I love you.. but if you continue to wear that shirt, I dont think we can continue"
Yet again, I fell over laughing.
Jesus, I love that girl. One day I'll have to visit. I just miss them all too much.