It's the bitch of living,

[imaginarylove]

hello, "friend." (i use quotes because i'm not sure i know what that word means

Comments

[chestnutcurls]

I can't imagine how hard it would be to grow up without a dad, no matter what kind of person he was. I'm glad you're starting to work through these things.

[imaginarylove]

sometimes you spend your entire avoiding saying things because you don't like how they sound. but, yes. time to start working these things through. i'm so tired of feeling sorry for myself. i feel like such a broken record.

[chestnutcurls]

I know what you mean. I feel that way about some things right now.

[mellybrelly]

this is so painful and beautiful.

[imaginarylove]

it's hard to cry and type out feelings at the same time because text often feels so lifeless. like lyrics without music. that kind of thing.

[mellybrelly]

I understand. I feel that often when I'm writing.

[carkass]

i think, maybe, first, you need to stop being
so ashamed of existing. of taking up space.