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imaginarylove

You will believe in love, and all that it's supposed to be.

Mar 30, 2009 04:16

i've decided to start writing again since i've been silent -- like painfully silent -- for about two years now. my sense of communication is weak, so i'm going to begin by just talking (writing) and not thinking too much about what i might say. censor myself less, maybe ( Read more... )

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chestnutcurls March 30 2009, 13:45:42 UTC

Hey, thanks for the update!

imaginarylove March 30 2009, 21:51:02 UTC

mellybrelly March 30 2009, 14:37:59 UTC

I love this! Weight Watchers! I'm scared of weight watchers, but your weight loss rocks. I think I'm just scared of trying to figure out the points, but I need to drop some lbs.

I hope you keep writing.

I don't understand why Carissa did that again, but you sound like you are coping okay.

imaginarylove March 30 2009, 22:00:58 UTC

figuring out weight watchers points isn't so bad. i have a points calculator, so all you need to do is input the calories, fat, and fibre & it'll give you the points value. the little book you get when you join gives you a quick reference guide to help, too. it's not so bad. and it holds you accountable. which i desperately need!

and yeah, i'm coping okay with the carissa thing. i wasn't, though, before this month. but it's been a long time since i last spoke with her. hm, about a year and a half (since nov/dec '07) when she stopped answering my calls or messages. but i met up with a friend and she said it'd do me well to let her go. and she was right. i was incredibly angry until i decided to do that. now i'm not as angry. and am making more decisions to have a better life. so that's good.

mellybrelly April 2 2009, 18:59:07 UTC

Cheers to a good life!

And Corissa isn't a bad person, we both know that. I don't quite understand what's going on in her head, but then I haven't spoken to her about it. I have had friendships end, and I've had to end friendships. Both hurt, but you are awesome and will get through!

zorphblat March 31 2009, 16:58:34 UTC

hi, vicky.

imaginarylove April 1 2009, 02:21:47 UTC

hi, jennifer.

i'm sorry i didn't reply to your message on myspace. i'm not on there much and just saw it a short while ago and was planning on writing something back soon.

i hope you're doing okay. it made me happy that you sent me a message, cause. sometimes it's just nice to know that people are thinking about you. you know? it helped me feel less inconsequential that day. and that's always good.

:)

zorphblat May 18 2009, 16:05:55 UTC

well, i just now saw this comment, on may 18th, so don't feel so bad.

i do the same thing, all of the time. people write to me, i think about writing them back, i really intend to, but i just don't. it's okay. i totally understand it.

i just felt like saying hi.

mmm...livejournal purple_reign April 14 2009, 09:48:47 UTC

seriously, whats up with the lj hiatus-es. I've been thinking of updating, just to..just for shits and giggles.

Its so weird, though, after facebooking and myspacing, i've gotten super lazy about...everything, lol.

good on ya for doing weight watchers. My friend is doing nutra-system, and she's lost a little over 10 lbs in the past couple of weeks. Another friend is doing Herbal Life, and both her and her husband have lost a shit load of weight, not to mention its helped her some of her chronic health problems.

yay (inner and outer) health!!!

but i choose to embrace the idea of being off the cuff and unafraid of being whoever the fuck i am.

This. Big time.