hey i need to tell u somethingdnclySeptember 6 2006, 17:59:12 UTC
so lately we have been too busy to talk. So we haven't had time to really talk. Well i need to be honest with you. What happened between charles and this girl this weekend was something good. It made me realize that no matter how much i bitch about him or get mad, or think i made a mistake, underneath it all i really love him, and i don't ever want to loose him. It may not be something u agree with, but i was really begining to think i fell out of love with him.So i gave him permission to test if i did or didn't. And for him to see if he really loves me. He didnt really want to do it without me. Actually he didn't want to do it without me at all, but i told him too. and he did and although i was hurt, i was relieved to be hurt cuz that meant there was still ALOT of love there... i know u think he's an ass, and he's not really meant for me, and that we are tooo different, and that he's an ass hole (hint i said that one twice!). But i love that ass hole, and when u told me that i just had to leave him, and then said u were mad and
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