whenever im alone..im sad.. i mean alone from friends or school or MATT..or group..if im with my parents i feel sad...when im watching tv im sad...when im doing my hw im sad..and i dont get it..like when im with ppl i feel good and i actually happy..when im with matt i am fantastic as usual..but i cant be with him or ppl all the time..my thots are ( Read more... )

shit shit shit shit shit...my parents found my trees...shit shit shit...well actually they are being wicked cool bout it..but it still sucks..like i duno they are obviously disapointed...but they understand i guess...so i duno ill let shit cool down and then see wuts up...i was gonna have a lil party thing friday but thats off until the friday ( Read more... )

GIVE PEACE A CHANCE...so john lennon once said...anger is sooo over rated...yes i really hate shaun, but why should i care...fuck him and fuck everyone who wants to keep feeding all this drama in my life... i jus want to be happy..and stop all this stupid pointless fighting..yes i wish shaun would die..but i should just forget it ( Read more... )

ok im done with drama ( Read more... )

lots to talk bout ( Read more... )

yes, i do believe this has been the best summer i have ever had... 99% because of matthew of course...but also friends, and NEW friends..matt and i did so much, we went to his house boat, we went to a red sox game, we went downtown alot..and the charles river, we chilled in eastie a couple of times, we went to water wizz...we smoked alot..lol oh ( Read more... )

haha vanilla ice is sooo great lol..neways ( Read more... )

i was just lookin thru the "beatles" group live journals..and there was a question in there ( Read more... )

today was awesome...me and matt went to eastie with viki and this girl connie and we met up with steve, then bought trees...then smoked..ALOT..like we fish bowled and shit in her car..it was so fun..i also smoked my 1st blunt..yaylol..then me and matt went home and cassie and taylor came over..and we all smoked up..that was cool..then they all left ( Read more... )

well tonight was fun...me cassie and shaun went to buggaboo creek...lol biiigggg coookkkiiieee was awesome as usual lol.. i got home around 1030.. now im jus chillen..wish i cud talk to matt..but he is on his house boat.... hmmm cant wait to b there..im goin on monday after i go to stonehill for a tour and to see MARIA!!! im so excited bout that ( Read more... )