so i dont so much mind the holidays ( Read more... )

so, i think my life is out of control.
and i have no where else to turn, so i turn to you, trusty lj- to give me a place to vent. because crying the past 4-5 days hasn't done it so far.

let's start this off....with...the f word.
family.
now i know everyone has a fucked up family. i thought mine, though, was pretty normal. at least in the past few years ( Read more... )

so ive been doped up for about 4 days straight, all culminating in one huge, painful mess ( Read more... )

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[since lj is uber uncool and wont let my do it, picture a skull and crossbones little figure thing] Put this in your profile if you see a girl with uggs and want to untuck her sweatpants, take off the boots, and beat her with them ( Read more... )

1. I got to be at GVSU which is ALWAYS a good time ( Read more... )

sometimes i really hate birthdays cause they make me realize that ive done nothing of importance with my life ( Read more... )

this sucks ( Read more... )

Where were you when the world stopped turning
That September day?
Were you in the yard with your wife and children
Or working on some stage in L.A.?
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke
Risin' against that blue sky?
Did you shout out in anger in fear for your neighbor
Or did you just sit down and cry?

Did you weep for the children ( Read more... )

I got this email from my boss at the summer camp I work at. Since you guys probably don't know, It's a camp for children and adults with disabilities called The Fowler Center for Outdoor Learning. Everything is wheelchair accessible at this camp and this camp is sometimes the ONLY chance these kids (and adults) have to be outdoors and away from ( Read more... )