so i had a weird random convo with Kara, this girl I met through Johnnie at Pride.
it's nothing great, i just love her whole reaction to the Johnnie situation and the me looking like Danielle thing...and NOT looking like Mo. ugh. so, i decided i would post it bc it's makes me laugh a little.
Drgonfly1821: hey who is this
watchyourhearttx: um lindsey. and who are you?
Drgonfly1821: Kara....do you know johnnie...I think i know who you are...cause youre the only lindsey i would know LOL
Drgonfly1821: I wonder how i got your SN
watchyourhearttx: lol yeah. i remember you now.
watchyourhearttx: yeah, that's strange.
Drgonfly1821: odd! hmmm
watchyourhearttx: haha yeah.
watchyourhearttx: well i guess since you're here..how are you?
Drgonfly1821: lmao wonderful and yourself
watchyourhearttx: hmm i could be better. are you lmao'ing me?
Drgonfly1821: how come you could be better....and i was just laughin cause you were like "now that youre here"
Drgonfly1821: I dunno
watchyourhearttx: lol
watchyourhearttx: i don't know, things just haven't spectacular lately, you know?
Drgonfly1821: yeah trust me i know the feeling
watchyourhearttx: i like the thing in your profile "put this in your profile if you know someone who should be hit by a bus" that's great.
Drgonfly1821: thanks!
Drgonfly182: I hate a few people so I put that on there for them
watchyourhearttx: lol awesome
Drgonfly1821: yeah so other than things not being spectacular how is life in general
watchyourhearttx: i guess pretty goo. i'm about to start a really good new job, so that's exciting.
Drgonfly1821: doin what
watchyourhearttx: correctional officer for the state prison system
Drgonfly1821: FUCKING AWESOME!
Drgonfly1821: I am goin to school to be a probation officer
Drgonfly1821: man!
watchyourhearttx: that's crazy. yeah, i'm all kinds of excited.
Drgonfly1821: man I am so excited for yoU! that stuff is aweome! my classes are incredible!
watchyourhearttx: aw thanks. i bet they are.
Drgonfly1821: i am so bored
watchyourhearttx: i was. and then i decided to come clean out all of my folders under My Pictures. haha so how is life in general for you?
Drgonfly1821: pretty alright...havin trouble with the lady..but nothin new LOL
watchyourhearttx: oh, so sorry. isn't that the truth? girls...i don't know. they suck.
Drgonfly1821: I'm not kiddin...they really do
Drgonfly1821: sick of it
Drgonfly1821: but boys are yucky! LOL
watchyourhearttx: exxxactlyyy
Drgonfly1821: I think maybe I just keep pickin bad ones
Drgonfly1821: lol
watchyourhearttx: yeah, i was told that several times after johnnie and i broke up.
Drgonfly1821: LMAO seriously!
Drgonfly1821: so you and johnnie still talk?
watchyourhearttx: no. she called me sunday night bc she was stuck in austin and needed someone to talk to. that was the first time we had talked since we broke up.
Drgonfly1821: damn
Drgonfly1821: if you dont mind why did yall break up
Drgonfly1821: and why was she in austin LOL
watchyourhearttx: lol
watchyourhearttx: um. i don't know exactly why we broke up. we SORT OF talked about it sunday when i asked her about some things she had said back when that hurt my feelings. and she said that our relationship was so serious that she started to just be in a serious mood and it brought out her "dark depressed side" or something like that? idk, but the day it happened she snapped and kicked me out. and she was in austin helping morgan help morgan's mom and sis move there in mo's sister's car and mo left with her sister and went back to dallas and left johnnie and hannah in austin at a motel room.
watchyourhearttx: but when we talked about our relationship....i asked her if she seriously thought that i abused hannah, bc she said that when we broke up. and that more than anything hurt me bc i still love Hannah a lot. she admitted she was just angry when she said that and went on and on about how perfect i was and i didn't do anything wrong it was just her, so i have no clue, honestly.
Drgonfly1821: :'(
Drgonfly1821: wow
Drgonfly1821: I am sorry..thats all very johnnie! LOL
watchyourhearttx: lol everybody who knew her before me said that. and i was like, "WHY DIDN'T Y'ALL TELL ME!?" lol
Drgonfly1821: LMAO
Drgonfly1821: so are her and mo still together? why did she get left?.... weirdos!
watchyourhearttx: i think so. she was telling me that she told mo "if you leave this motel, we're over, etc.." and she left. and i was like, "but you'll get back together, you know that, right?" and she was saying how it gets on her nerves that mo leaves everytime they have a little fight and so it was so over and whatever. but i'm sure they're together.
Drgonfly1821: jesus
Drgonfly1821: lol
Drgonfly1821: so she said you abused hannah?
watchyourhearttx: i think so yeah, something like that. she was screaming at me and said something like "...abusing me and my fucking kid!" ...i don't know.
Drgonfly1821: christ almighty
Drgonfly1821: LMAO
watchyourhearttx: yeah. it was bad. i think she really was like almost another person, bc SHE knows that would have hurt me, bc i would have never hurt either of them. she was just ....i don't know....angry...i just don't know why.
Drgonfly1821: she has always been like that...i love the girl...but ya know...
watchyourhearttx: yeah..
watchyourhearttx: i figured that out.
Drgonfly1821: well good
watchyourhearttx: too late, but whatev..
watchyourhearttx: haha
Drgonfly1821: LOL
watchyourhearttx: yeah anyway
Drgonfly1821: weird
Drgonfly1821: i just got your freidn request on MySpace
Drgonfly1821: you know.....i was your friend...did you delete me?
watchyourhearttx: yeah, you were on my friends before. and i get in moods like i'm in now (hence the picture folders cleaning) i'll get on the computer and randomly delete a lot of things. i don't remember doing it. i deleted like 14 people that day. one was my best friend since 5th gd. i'm sorry...
Drgonfly1821: LOL I will forgive you
watchyourhearttx: :P
Drgonfly1821: what is your email that your myspace is under
Drgonfly1821: cause i cant search
Drgonfly1821: on my page
Drgonfly1821: to find you
watchyourhearttx: lol all those friends of yours...
Drgonfly1821: I honestly know them all
watchyourhearttx: watchyourheart18@aol.com
Drgonfly1821: its sayin it cant find you
Drgonfly1821: found it
watchyourhearttx: lol
Drgonfly1821: you sorta look like my ex
watchyourhearttx: i hear that all the time
Drgonfly1821: lol
watchyourhearttx: lol
watchyourhearttx: what's ur ex's name?
Drgonfly1821: well its not a bad thing
Drgonfly1821: I am sure you know her
Drgonfly1821: Danielle
watchyourhearttx: lol! you're kidding me, right? and yes, i know her. her and i hung out at Pride and drank together.
watchyourhearttx: Johnnie always said i looked like her, too. and so did Angela and Daisy
watchyourhearttx: and Mo
Drgonfly1821: lol
watchyourhearttx: said i looked like Danielle. not like Mo
Drgonfly1821: i got it
Drgonfly1821: LOL
watchyourhearttx: ok just making sure
Drgonfly1821: lol
watchyourhearttx: do you think i look like mo?
Drgonfly1821: NOOOOOOOOO
watchyourhearttx: okay. cause when me and Johnnie started dating Mo would tell her, "Sure is funny how your new fucking girlfriend looks like me!"
watchyourhearttx: i was like, "HUH!?" >:o
Drgonfly1821: LMAO
Drgonfly1821: NOOOO MA'AM
watchyourhearttx: GOOD. um, just saying i like her alright, i just don't want to look like her is all. trying not to sound like a prick.
Drgonfly1821: you fucking prick
Drgonfly1821: jk!
watchyourhearttx: lol
Drgonfly1821: i understand 1000000%
watchyourhearttx: good. well ttyl, bye.
Drgonfly1821: see ya
Drgonfly1821 signed off at 9:45:00 PM.