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everything will be okay
thats what they've told me to say
but this is like any other day
i got so mad and then so hurt
i've cut my wrists now the blood is seeping thorugh the sleeves
of my shirt.
what do you want me to do
what do you want me to say
i dont give a fuck and now its all your way
you piss me off i want to kill you
your fucking ruined my life
becuase your miserable
its not my fault, dont even think it is,
its all your fault, your the blame of this
what do you want me to do
what do you want me to say
i dont give a fuck and now its all your way
im a horrible person and you treat me like shit
your so lucky i havent slit my wrists.
dont push me to hard, you've pushed me to much
what do you want me to say
that your right, and do exactly what you say?
so many excuses you give me,
but its all bullshit
its all fake, i dont think im gonna live to see another day
at least i hope i dont anyways.
okay yah im done. this fucking life of mine is pissing me off. i dont know how to respond to anything anymore.
i dont know how to respond to my friends. my family. i dont even fuckin know how to act. i dont really think i care anymore... becuase slowly everyday i start not care about everything.. and i'v noticed lately that....im a horrible friend. i flip out so easily. i always argue with them. i make them feel like shit. but yet i try hard to make sure they're happy and that i cover up for them when its comes to my grandfather asking me... are your friends stoned. i really dotn give a fuck anymore. i dotn know why yous are my friend anyway. I SUCK!.lol i really do. i cant even have yous at my house anymore. thats not that cool. but supposedly thats only becuz my grandfather is trying to save me... not punish me.. but save me... i dno what yous want me to do anymore. im just sick of this. constantly.. all we do is argue!!! EVERYDAY!!! every hour.. every minute. im sick of it.. i think im just pretty much sick of myself. thats exactly what it is.