i need a disneyland fix...real bad.

"the irony of commitment is that it's deeply liberating-in work, in play, in love. the act frees you from the tyranny of your internal critic, from the fear that likes to dress itself up and parade around as rational hesitation. to commit is to remove your head as the barrier to your life."
--anne morriss

last night was like an aquinas high school reunion. geez. i saw so many people that i hadnt seen in like 4 years. gah even my ex boyfriend that i lost my v-card to...and is wife! awkward much? mhmm. but then i got to talk to this boy that i kinda dated my freshman year. i sawhis older brother and me gave me his number. we talked for like 30 minutes ( Read more... )

dang...it's nonstop drinking since we got here at 3 yesterday. by 4 we were gambling and the drinks kept coming. got to the room by 8....took a nap until 10. woke up, got ready and off to more drinking party time. finally layed down at 7 and woke up at 11. now we're ready for some more. there's is so much to happen...

vegas....this weekend!

it's been quite the week ( Read more... )

i guess that's what you can call it. i left my house at 8:30 last night. drove 4 hours to the middle of nowhere to pick up tyler and richie. his car overheated and they were stranded. finally picked them up and turned around and drove 4 hours home. after the first hour or so everyone fell asleep. i danced and sang to all kinds of stuff. i ( Read more... )

they call them adios mother fuckers for a reason.

oh my head...i feel sick

i kissed him...
he kissed me back?
i told him everything
he listened and held my hand

i listened to him for an hour
i wanted to tell him that i love him
he knows that i love him
but he knows it as a friend