I miss My friends in JP/Boston! Leaving home will be hard and I'm NOT looking foward to training, but working with an awesome staff makes life a little easier ( Read more... )

"Oh my (EVEN)goodness!"-CJL

I did it! I went to bed at 1 last night and woke up at 10 am! I reversed the curse Johnny Damon style! And guess what I'm not depressed anymore. I wonder if there is a correlations here!? Sunlight+brain chemistry+healthy+sleep pattern= NORMAL PERSON!

P.S. Fish, those pictures...that was just what I needed!

My sleep schedule is messed up.
Since I don't drink, sleeping is the only option I have to numb myself. I hate my thoughts, I hate my feelings.

Just feeling sorry for myself.

I've been thinking for 2 days what to write in this entry and the best I can come up with is--

Good for you.

Took mom to hospital ( Read more... )

I am stuck in my house, taking care of my mom.

wake up late
eat
shower
dvd
sleep
Repeat.

gross

Hooray for New year's Eve in JP.

Hello, my name is Ciarra. I am here to talk to you about something that I care dearly about. This will be hard for me since I don't really know the word for the thing I am describing. I have asked several people and they don't know the name for it either ( Read more... )

Not[e] to self:

It's not cool to be negative. I need to get out of this state of mind.

quotes read in the teen girl squad voice ( Read more... )

Past few days (REVIEW STYLE ( Read more... )