Okay Aaron maybe your right.. I do still feel something yet I know theres nothing at all from him. All I really hope is to be friends with him. I hope were alright now, he said we were.
sorry i came that way i kind of had to to make you realize it. well now you know your not over him completely and its important. cuz i didnt know if i was over teresa before i went out with carrie and if my friend mike kim didnt hit me hard with it i probably couldve fucked my whole life up possibly even marry someone and still have teresa in the back of my mind. its important that you understand okay? dont go into another relationship until you know. we talked about that remember? and you said you would make sure. i jsut wanted to come harder on you this time jess.
All I'm trying to do is keep myself busy.. Out everyday with friends or just doing something to keep my mind away from thinking about him. I even got my mom to call Jackie and tell her not to Schedual (sp) me with Sean anymore to not even see him. I believe that we both still want something to do with each other but were both scared of being hurt. When one of us hates the other we feel like shit until were friends again. Or thats what is going on now. I just want to keep busy though to not think about him, I want to not cry over this shit cause it also happens in life, you know? Get over it. I don't know.
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