Brandon ended up calling me and telling me that he is listening to Bitches from MSI... So now I have to sit here and listen to it sense I miss talking to him and everything. Wow..

Bye!

I don't know what to think anymore...

So i went to work today they called me and asked if i wanted to and i knew sean was going to so i thought hey why not... turns out he called in... hes getting fired... good one...

things aren't the same anymore.

Sometimes when I read things from him. I feel not needed...

Maybe he doesn't love...
Maybe what Aaron said was true..
Maybe I should just kill myself so he can get on in his life...

Yeah that sounds good...

Sence he said in the journal that he will do it...
I might as well first.

bye..

Sean I love you

I miss Sam and Arielle ( Read more... )

I am no longer hanging my whole life around you. For the simple fact I can't put up with you. I hate you. I hope you fucking cheat on me again so it can be over. I hate you and goodbye.

My cell phone number is changing... I'm only giving it to a few people... not that they call me anyways.

Lets see I was told today I treat sean like shit from tyler. Now Sean said that I don't... and Tyler you treat your so called friends like shit and every girlfriend you had like brandi.. She has told you personal things and uh hmm lets see I know them! How'd that happen? Hmm when are you going to pay sean and I back our money that you "borrowed". ( Read more... )

I want to overdose on drugs and die...

But I'm scared all come out retarded instead of dead.