today and yesterday sucked.....left school early to...what would become my last thing i said to her.....say goodbye to my grandma.....she died wednesday night around 12 am....mom and aunts were there with her...went peacfully which is the way everyone wanted it.....its really hard when you tell someone you love them and you going to miss them and ( Read more... )

god i need a fucking life ( Read more... )

question for everyone:

Should i keep chewing or try and give it up again?

make it a good fucking answer;)

If you read this,

even if I don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want; it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...

make it good assholes

2 updates in a fucking hour, i really am a loooooser and stuff

oh so this whole journal thing is for faggits and shit and idk what to say

sweeeeeet man

btw your not harrrrd

well im not sure what else i can do....i just want everyting to go good for once and not get fucked up like i have a reeeealy bad feeling it will be. all i can do is see how things go and hope it ends up in a good way

dont know what else to say

well ive finally realized that every weekend when i think szomthing good for me is going to happen, it never does...kinda like my life right now....just wish things would finally take a turn for the better for once, instead of going into the shitter as fast as i thought they might get better ( Read more... )

well i reall have nothing to fucking put in here ( Read more... )

well ive been in a really bad mood lately. im not sure why but i think i have an idea. Every weekend i hear that im going to do somthing but it never happens...its just kinda frustrating to think that im going to do somthing on the weekend but when it comes up somthing always happens and i just sit at home all day. Im not pissed about it, just a ( Read more... )

well this journal still has no fucking purpise

havnt taken a sweeeeeet dip in 13 days now

nobody thought i could go this long