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Too beautiful
What is too much or too little and why do we measure everything ? We insist on measurements, distance, time, how much, how little, how big, how small. Amounts. Of everything. I don't like it, it doesn't fit. We can rule our lives by numbers, manage our time, our days and years, set our goals. Hmmm...
I see this is a control issue and I have a ( Read more... ) -
Strangely Wonderful
You may not be my whole world, but you're part of it. And going through the rest of my life without that is like erasing Canada. You can't. That's where teh gays are.
:] I love how we work.
xo
kola -
tie me to the mast (with my discarded intenstines)
involuntary seduction ( Read more... ) -
Eat. Dis.
Warning: Triggers for people include: Eating Disorders and cutting. Keep that in mind, please. It may not even get to the cutting, but just so y'all know.
11:10 pm
too much food. leftovers. fucking leftovers. Tried to eat something this morning, but got too busy and didn't have time to sit down for a bowl of cereal. So. I waited. Ate a little at the ( Read more... ) -
In the stars
Face up, back bare ( Read more... ) -
Dead Poetry Movement
I need feedback on these pieces, if anyone can help...? I know it's a lot!
Bemused
I wanna mop this molasses floor with laughs and fists, stopped cutting my wrists only to paste them on the end of yesterday's last whisper, a whimpering cry no closer to finding the answer than I was to being a real boy real Pinocchio style wood growin with every ( Read more... ) -
Re-Up and Clarification
Second is first
Time to clarify labels!!!
>radical. applies to every aspect of my life. It includes my dislike for government and hierarchy of all kinds, some things I do and don't do, DIY shit, and trying not to oppress anyone in the process. There's a lot more that goes into my definition of radical and maybe someday I'll sit down and write all ( Read more... ) -
Danza
I will briefly recap last night into this morning sometime later... Right now I'm still struggling to keep down food. Dehydration is a bitch and I didn't even drink, really! But I'll update later.
Your eyes say "Love me or I kill you,"
Mx. Nikolaas Mirage
that [fat] radical queer genderqueer poly pan jew transboy with a fuckin' attitude. -
obsceneties
It keeps raining and I forget to breathe, breathe, cleanse my lungs of the shit I put in 'em, and remember that my words are the stilettos that keep me social, sane, and together. My words... what are they really but letters like cheerios and thread, counting the days I've been alive because I can't count when I'm dead ( Read more... ) -
perfect from far away
I love you...
whatever that even means anymore.
you love me....
but we can't just be us again, can we?
fuck my life, fuck love that changes, fuck falling out of love, fuck all this shit that just sucks and doesn't have anything good to show from it. and fuck screwing up relationships just so the other person won't hurt you first, just to be fucked up ( Read more... )