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School....
School starts on the 15th, oritation on the 13th, I got my scedule in the mail today, it reads as follows ( Read more... ) -
Haha...
Well...I'm really planning on just ended it all. The people that I care about most, couldn't give half a shit about me. That's not the only deciding factor, by the way. It's all the other shit I've gone through in my life, that eventually got me here. It's all the time and effort wasted try to change one person's life for the better.It's the times ( Read more... ) -
Stuff.
Not too much happening lately. Had to go get a physical and have to go back later for blood work...When asked if I smoked my mom was in the room and I think she might of noticed the slight hesitation cause she was asking me stuff later...but I don't care...
Been hanging with my new family the past couple days, Stevie<-sister, Ashley<-mom, and Timmy ( Read more... ) -
The real thing....
So...Stuff....First off,...stuff....Umm....Melissa...heh. Don't really know what do to and this is probably the kind of thing she expects me to write about at the moment...but I dunno, it's not that she's not a great girl or anything, it just, I feel that I shouldn't close off any doors to * other people* even if * other person* is probably ( Read more... ) -
Update.
Some one yelled at me to update. So I did......but really, I just did this to mess with them, because I'm going back in just a sec to re-update. -
When we were us. Ashley Bowcock.
I amend all that I've said.
I recant my bitterness...
if that is possible.
I want to remember
love
the way it
was.
I want to remember you
the way you slept
peacefully.
The way we dreamt of
someday.
How I felt
perfect
in your arms.
I want to always cherish
how it
was
when we were
us. -
Heh....
....So...Didn't feel like sleeping...My sleeping's been way off lately....but I ate breakfast at like 5am and that's one of the few times I've eaten breakfast during the actaully day time...you know A.M. ....Been Frusterated about stuff. Had interesting chats with Laramie lately and her AESOMELY PINK HAIR =p.....and stuff about Rose> ?....Ta Ran ( Read more... ) -
Not shit to talk about...
Bored out of my skull and then some. Someone please help. Finding myself more and more lonely, trying to bring people close, but just seeming to push them away. My mom sees that I'm crashing and desided to " have a talk" with her and her boyfriend. They pretty much talked about how I am always disrespectful to them because all they do. What else do ( Read more... ) -
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I'm dead. Go away. No one notices these things.