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[imanindiantoo]

the original title for this was "this is the most personal thing i will ever bulletin or blog" but i decided that the actuall title was actually more apporpriate, and only some will actually know what the extremes of this are. and honestly, if i offended you in anyway by posting this, please message me...and there is no possible way i could have

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[plaidskoogrl]

I'm really glad I read this. I didn't know that Aderall (sp?) made you feel like that ('you' as in you specifically). I guess if someone were to analyze it, it would seem like you push those kind of thoughts away. I used to wonder about it when we first started to get close and several times there after, but in all honesty like you mentioned, I think it's just in your nature. You seem to be able to cope and handle yourself fine, something I found difficult to understand because my mind works in the complete opposite manner. I am starting to understand it more though, slowly through...well I don't want to say maturity but I have no other way to put it really. Going through certain experiences we'll say, I have learned that sometimes it's really all you can do. I hope coming home works out better for you than it looks right now. If it's real bad, you can always just hang out with me all day. :]

p.s. That [sips beer] part got me. Hahahahaha, it got me good.

[e_lli_ott]

hey, I don't know if this helps, but I used to take Adderal, and alcohol and that kind of medicine shouldn't mix. Maybe thats whats making you feel a little weird? Also, medecine like that is weird in general...I take a simmilar thing called Focalin, and like you, I can't decide if its my best or worst friend. It does get easy to blame bad feelings on it, and its hard to tell what is in your head and what is from the drug at times. Anyway, I wish you yhe best of luck. I'm not sure whats really going on, but I still hope you work everything out.

[imanindiantoo]

wow, i didn't know i posted this in livejournal. i deleted it from myspace like 3 hours after i posted it. i decided none of it mattered. haha. well thanks for the support guysv:]