i'm simply displeased with myself.

"watch your heart.."

p.s. i looked at the date and went AY CARUMBA!
i'm 18 in a week!
porn and cigarettes here i come..

i wish i could write down everything i'm thinking, everything i'm feeling and not give a flying fuck who reads it, who gets it, who doesn't.. but things change ( Read more... )

i'm reading this book heavy metal and you. it's a new push book. and i read this part and honestly laughed out loud.. the set up is some preppy kid just called the main character a goth, when he's a metal head and he pretty much went psycho on him to show teach him the difference and his friend, irish watched. cue scene:

Irish couldn't stop ( Read more... )

4 kids from our grade dead in one year ( Read more... )

driving home from rob's house this morning, i was on the highway, and i blinked, and then like a few seconds later i did the 'shake-awake' thing when i hit the warning bars.

i'm tired.
and screw my group cuz they left me with everything.
[to be continued]

there's so many things nobody knows, not even you. it isn't difficult to lie, to hide, to erase, they just were and you wouldn't know so theres no reason to harm anyone's perception by telling the truth. anyways, would you really want it to? i believe the saying "you can't handle the truth" exists for a reason, and you can't handle it, and i wouldn ( Read more... )

i want to believe it. but i won't ( Read more... )

bankstreet pitch black was a mixture of beauty and terror i will never sort out. maybe the terror part wouldn't have been so magnifyed had the random collection of six teenagers not been talking non-stop about everything terifying.. yea, that may have helped ( Read more... )

cross your fingers and pray i love emmanuel.