I have been thinking alot lately ( Read more... )

Over the rainbow there lies a dream ( Read more... )

So me and michaela are just chillin in the library. good times. haha... not... we are looking at live journal icons... aits pretty boring.. but i get to spend time with her which is cool... im happy ryan isnt grounded on satrudays... tahts good. so he can still go to the concert with me!! YAY!! haha. I LOVE HIM!! lol but other than that nothing ( Read more... )

I miss michaela!!!!! baby i wish i was home so i could talk to you!! you are my best friend. lol GOD I LOVE YOU!! with all my heart. till death do us part. haha. seriously tho. I'm soo bored right now. i wanna talk on the phone but i dont know with who, ryan is grounded and your gone.... there is no one else haha.. well no one worth walking up ( Read more... )

Ryan made me the happiest person tonight. *HUGE smile*

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haha im looking at phobias right now... cuz we were talking about them... some of them are funny ( Read more... )

So Most of you have heard what happened. It's sad. I feel bad for Ryan though. I cant even imagine what he is feeling ( Read more... )

WOW. so what a day. I didn't think it was that bad up until sarah called me. Now i know. How weird is it that it hit his eye?? out of all the places. i feel sooo bad. BABY IM HERE FOR YOU!! no matter what. im always going to be right by your side. every step of the way. it wasnt all your fault. i just hope that kid is ohk. im so scared about whats ( Read more... )

Thanks Sarah for calling me. haha. wait its not funny. Im scared.
I hope they don't get into trouble.
That would be horrible. I wanna call them, but I'm not going to....
Anyways... yay no one stole my undies!! WOOHOO!!!
AAAHHHH, I'm worried about Ryan and Blayne. I feel bad for Dustin. But I can't do anything!!!!!

Mute

Things I want to say,
Need to say.
Things I can’t but,
Need to hear.
No words come out,
I am afraid.
To hear them said,
It is too much.
Why can’t you see,
How much I need.
The words, your love,
Your trust in you and me.

I was feeling a little arsty at the moment...