So last night was AMAZING ( Read more... )

last night i met ryans ex girlfriend amanda... she seems nice. it was really akward, usually im not all shy but i was. and i dont know why. but she seems nice so thats cool, and she took the time to go see him which is awesome. but yeah i love michalea, i just had to get that out....

Im so happy we have a 4 day break.
It feels AWESOME!!

all i can say is...... im happy me n Ryan are good now... its alot better..... he actually shows he likes me in the halls and what not.... but michaela, trent, sarah, and david... thank you guys sooo much!!

i just wanted to say sorry for scaring everyone, but thats just how i felt and how i still feel. im trying to get over it, and i thought i was over it but i guess im not. maybe i will never be over it. i thought i was going to lose ryan for a second. but i didnt. i wanna say thank u to those of u who are giving me all this support. its amazing im ( Read more... )

trent and michaela i love u guys

what the fuck?? i dont know what to do anymore!! i like ryan soo much and i dont think he realizes it... and i think he is starting to like anna again... i mean she is nice but i like him sooo much.... and i just dont know what to do.... AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! help me please.. im so sick of all this drama!! im sick of crying and i was that i could just ( Read more... )

I dont even know what to think anymore.... i dont know what to do or how to feel... i just wanna die.... and one of these times im going to and all of u are not even going to realize that im gone....just one of these days im not going to be here... one of these days your not going to see my smile... on of these days im not going to make you laugh ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd die alone ( Read more... )

i think i have a problem. but i want to tell someone but i dont know who i should tell. i need someone here. im like michalea, if u wanna help me the best way is to just hug me. i feel like one big lie. I feel like im not being myself and im pretending to be someone im not. HELP ME! please. i just need someone by myside. i have so many problems ( Read more... )

last night was gay ( Read more... )