So, today, i have found myself a "Ship"
As he calls it...
I am now dating, Jason.
I have no Idea what his last name is...lmao.
Well anways, weve been flirty sicen ive been here in New Hampshire. And today, it sorta went to the next level.
Im kinda glad, cause hes really nice, and really funny.
I just dont know him that well to be like, im madly in ( Read more... )

Alright.
So right now im in New Hampshire.
Sitting here in a towel, i happened to just get out of the shower.
And i decided to write a lil bit down.

So things that have been on my mind.
Racheal, umm freaked out i guess you could say, at me because i wrote josh a letter. And i mean freaked! Like she told me to stay the fuck away from her and da tee ( Read more... )

Once AGAIN I fucked up.
I guess I should just try and stop making things right. Cause it always makes things worse.
Fuck that.
Ughhh. Why the fuck must things always do this.
Im just so pissed right now its not even funny.
=/
And i guess so is Racheal, which i have no idea why.

I miss the old times.

I miss going to stinas old house in big indian and walking our asses to the store and taking pictures in the dark.
I miss the way me and stina put on so much make-up to look pretty for the pictures.
I miss hanging out with josh m. and being as close as we were.
I miss being with stephen who always seemed to make me smile if i ( Read more... )

I have finally figured it out.
I will always love thom.
Though, i will still move on and hopefully, as time goes by, things will get better.

I watched "Across The Universe" today, in theaters.
It was ammazzing.
And it put me in a good mood.
=D
Its now my new favorite.
And possibly my fav. forever?
Yeah it was that good.

Talk to you l8er.
-Hannah

Im like a fucking psycho!
I fucking miss him soo much. I cant stand it.
Every fucking sad love song i think about him.
I want to move on, but i dont.
I just wish he would come back to me.
If only he knew how madly in love with him i am.
=///
i cant stannnnddd it.

I hate being single. Its just like, stupid. lol. But then again i dont like to be taken cause i wanna be available to any like cute guy. haha. Idk. So school was fun today. Tyler and Josh are soo fucking funny. I <3 them ( Read more... )

So. 6 er 7 days after the breakup. Im doing okay. I guess ill just have to move on. and ya know, not live in the past. So yeah, anywaysss. Went to a collage fair today in school. I dont really think im ready to go to collage, or even out to the real world. I really dont know whats goin on in my life, or even where im gunna go in life ( Read more... )

Thom. Im in love with him. I know i am, i never felt like this before. Its just that feeling, i cant even describe it. Ive been crying everyday since he broke up with me, and hes playin mind games. He "loves" me. But doesnt want to be in a relationship right now. Hes telling jehrico he wants to make out with her, but telling me he hasnt hooked up ( Read more... )

Im here. After all that time away, i guess i can start writing in this thing again ( Read more... )