i'm sorta falling for someone...this isn't really good. lol

hahaha this makes me laugh.


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Okay, so I started this peacock watercolor yesterday and I'm pretty happy with it so far, but I need opinions ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really good lately. Everything has been falling back into place and I feel like myself again. I went through this "depression" period, but I finally see myself climbing out of that hole. It's a good feeling ( Read more... )

I honestly didn't want to write in this right now, but I'm going to anyhow ( Read more... )

Today was good. Not great. Not awful. Good ( Read more... )

I wish I had no memory at all...well except musically I guess.

Dear Matt,

You need to realize that nothing is ever going to change.
So please stop thinking, and move the hell on.

Best of luck,

Matt

PS - listening to yourself play the III mvmt. of the Heiden at 8:30am on Tuesday certainly doesn't help! :p

So, it's been a while since I've actually written a decent entry. Here's some things that have been going on…if you care. For our mini-break this past weekend, I went to Vermont with my quartet. It was SOOOO much fun!! I can confidently say that it was one of my most enjoyable breaks ever and I wouldn’t really change anything about it. We ( Read more... )

break was...

AWESOME!!!!

thats all i'm saying. :)

i'm not really happy with anything anymore...and i kind of just want to give up. i'm so tired of feeling like shit and nothing ever working like it's supposed to.

i just want to go home...and stay there.

p.s. i forsee myself blowing a fuse in the near future.