Ben (ben), n. being, or the state of being, a sad bastard.
eg: you are such a benCall Oxford, jesus christ ( Read more... )

I need a life filled with more conversations like last night's. And more study tuesdays.. not necessarily on tuesday ( Read more... )

I feel kind of stuck lately ( Read more... )

as i sit drunk at my computer at a very late hour.. i found that steve irwin the crocodile hunter has died due to a sing ray.

Despite the fact I never really saw his show or watched his movie.. This still makes me sad.



poor guy.

So i watched the world cup at 1 in the morning today with a few of the people on my trip and a bunch of koreans. I wasn't really going for either team until a few hours before when i decided to back the italians.. just because i don't like the french. So for once in this entire tournament the team that I wanted to win actually won. Go italy ( Read more... )

Rocco was a trip. It was a bunch of Russians in this huge, almost factory like looking building with nothing but urban music playing, and a russian wigger on stage seriously pretending to DJ. Turns out he was a skinhead. His friend and I had a conversation outside about why they hate Canada. Apparently it's because we're like america in the sense ( Read more... )

Well, I made it and have been partaking in the Russian experience. Russia is the fucking shit. Getting here was a fucking nightmare and involved endless overbooked flights, pleanty of broken english, and smells.... awful, awful smells. Mainly radating from myself. I was so smelly in the end. I did however get to sit next to a hot 19 year old blond ( Read more... )

whoo! i got accepted for an international studies scholarship today. that makes paying for this trip way easier.

so i was hoping people would be totally down with wanting to see me before i left for russia. but instead i keep calling people with no answer and i haven't heard from anyone in ages.

4 fridays in a row that i've done fuck all.

sigh.

Oh I can't wait to get out of here. I'm always lost on whatever reason anyone gives to come back here, or even to stay here. The idea of Russia hasn't quite set in, but the idea of leaving finally hit me after I remembered all the reasons I strive to 'get the fuck out of dodge'. If even for just 5 weeks, it's the peak of summer and one that shouldn ( Read more... )

I got my wisdom teeth taken out today. It wasn't near as bad as I'd been expecting. When you're told you're going to have teeth ripped out of your jaw, you don't really expect good things. But it was actually pretty fast (half and hour), and completely painless. Seriously, you could put a cigarette out in the side of my face right now and I wouldn' ( Read more... )