i havnt updated in a good long while, because i havnt been sad really. i guess in the grand scheme of things im doing okay. i'm thinkin about interning for PETA2 ( Read more... )

this is a horribly morbid and drepressing cartoon i made in paint. enjoy?


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i think i'm gonna give up on intimate relationships, or at least try to. i think i hate them more then i love them. its really the only way im happy, but it's just gonna end in the end so why bother.
im a morbid loser.

there is no emoticon for "wanna violently destroy something even though i hate violence and destruction"

i have a mohawk now.
anybody wanna cuddle with me

hey. everyone should come to my house tomarrow for a pool gathering. i need more girls especially, cuz some people arn't good at addapting to situations.
so do it.

well its done. i feel terrible. it hurts more to hurt someone else more then it hurts to get hurt.

i feel horrible. but i guess its better then dragging it on.

no matter how bad you get hurt, in love there is a joy that exceeds pain.

today kinda sucked a lot. i sat home and did nothing except sit at the computer and watch tv.
i been having trouble sleeping latley. im not sure why, but i think i've only slept 3 full days this week. full meaning 6 hours a night.

anbody got an god advice on how to break up with a really nice girl without being to much of a dick?

i was on the verge of crying, then it just stopped. and i felt nothing. i still feel nothing, its 2:13 and have to go to school today. i dont want to go to school, i never want to ( Read more... )

i wanna talk to someone. not anyone, but not a certain person. havn't talked to kristen for like 2 days. cause im not home and i dont wanna run up they're phone bizill, but it still "kinda" sucks. that was meant to be sarcastic in only a way that i would understand ( Read more... )