Its wonderful to know your own mother is just waiting for you to die.

[imemine]

Today was a awful day, I had to go to the Dr since I got a superficial blood clot 2 Mondays ago also got recently diagnosed with having a “Magnesium deficiency” and I also have a small bout of bronchitis and I got 5 prescriptions everything from coumadin to norco pain meds to the Z-pak for my bronchitis..On the way down to Methodist my mom was

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[tornpatchwork]

If your mind is so bogged down with sadness, it may be safe to say that your body is bogged down at least partially due to the emotional stress she is placing upon you. The mind and body are in constant communication. Your mother is aiding in the deterioration of your condition. How about you leave her behind and do something drastic...across country, or state, and begin anew and live anew and love you? As soon as possible, and have fun at it.

[imemine]

Thank you so much....And I know it would help me a lot to get away from her, I just start to feel bad about treating her that way and leaving her behind, see almost all of the family has cut her out of there lives, I just didn't want to do that but its tearing me apart sigh :(

[ed_dirt]

I've missed seeing your posts here. I am really sorry your Mom is such an insane person.

You're a cool chick, hang in there.

don't die.

[imemine]

Thank you so much Ed, its just really hard cause I am very ill and it does not help to hear such very hurtful things....And from ones mom sigh :( But I am trying to hang in there.

[microchip]

Don't have many words to that. Your mum sounds like a headcase. Unfortunately you can choose your friends, but you can't choose your family.

What tornpatchwork said above makes a lot of sense. It sounds like you may need a break away from her if you can.

Hang in there. x

[imemine]

Yeah I wish Rick I really wish I could choose my family sigh :( But like you said one can't :( I know if I got away from her things would be better, but my own conscious wont let me sadly, I will feel like I m treating her like the rest of the family...Who by the way wont have anything to do with her and 98% of them have cut her out completely!