I keep trying and for what?

[imemine]

Every day I post my stupid fund raiser for my meds on myspace and every day no one says anything and I haven't even raised one penny sigh....I really always thought that when and if things got bad in my life I could count on my friends, I mean surely? Right? Nope sigh only two friends cared George and Terry and they are as bad off as me sigh...But

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[ibid]

I am so sorry and I cannot tell you how much that sucks. I really hope something can be pulled off and you can get some insurence. I would have given something but I am so broke myself atm. *hugs* and I hope Christmas brings you a miracle xxx

[imemine]

Thank you so much and I m sorry to hear you are having hard times too :( And boy do I need a Christmas miracle sigh. But I figure somehow things have got to get better, or at least I hope...Its just been really hard with my medicine costing so much and being so ill and my friends here in Houston forgot me. I guess they only remember me when I m having a big party or giving out gifts not when I m down and out..I m trying to get SSI and what ever else the government can help me with cause I can't afford this not working sigh...And I m so ill I can't stand more than 30 mins with out excruciating pain! I have pain meds but they only help so much IE they don’t cure it :( Thankfully I have the charity care at Methodist hospital...But if I have to see specialist it comes out of my own pocket...Which is broke so I have to sale something or pawn something sigh :( But thank you for your well wishes I need those too.

[microchip]

Meant to throw a bit your way the other day, and completely forgot. There's a little something in your paypal account, for what it's worth. I know it's a little drop in a big pond, but I hope it helps. x

[imemine]

Oh my gosh wow Thank you sooooooo soooooo much wow I am so shocked,and just when I was at my lowest and most depressed, this is indeed great...And its not a little drop its a big drop in my pound thank you thank you, I am so utterly grateful I don't even have words to express it other than thank you thank you...I was so depressed because my so called friends here totally forgot me and I had the realization that if I wasn't buying them pricy presents or having big parties for them to go to...They didn't want me or need me. And that’s a hard realization for anyone I tell you :( You are more of a real friend than my so called friends here in Houston...I really can't thank you enough....But once I m back on my feet I will get you a very nice gift for this kindness I never ever forget kindnesses so thank you thank you Rick you really are such a dear.

[microchip]

*smiles* I don't want a gift, I just want to see you feel a bit better. :)

[imemine]

Aww you are so sweet, now with this money you gave to me I can buy one of my prescriptions that is sooo nice and I really cant thank you enough, and I would like to be able to buy you a gift once I m back on my feet I never forget those who help me, thank you again..You are such a dear friend and I am very very grateful for this kindness...Thank you thank you.