Another Night.......

[imeric5]

Another night, another opportunity to fuck up, and thats what I did, cause thats what I seem to do best. I've fucked up this whole week, and I've fucked up the last month. Nothing has gone right since christmas, NOTHING. I fucking hate working, I fucking hate doing anything. I wanna be able to sit back and fucking enjoy life, instead I find myself

Comments

[kris1286]

Since when have I been all about material things? You know that I dont care about any of that shit. I would rather just be with you. I dont need you to give me anything beautiful or expensive. That is def not what I am looking for and I hope you know that. But somehow I dont think you do because you keep talking about giving me everything when all I really want is you and to be with you. I would much rather spend time with you then have you buy me something. You also know that I am not dissapointed in you I just miss you and you know how I feel about giving up. It is def not the way out it will only cause more issues with people. I'm not mad at you I just miss you I really really miss you.

[imeric5]

Im not saying you're all about material things, that not what I meant at all. You know that I know that. I was just saying that it would be nice to give you all the things you deserve, and I wish I had that kind of money. But instead of making that kind of money, im getting fucked and I miss, and I'm trying to figure it out.

I love you