today was a mildly pleasent day. work was routine. 6am til 3. came home to a party at the house. didnt know it was going on. drank a few beers. chatted a bit. ate some food. drank a few more beers. megan came over. played tiger woods. drank some more beer. watched her play tiger woods. drank more beer. went on a bikeride. drank more beer. water gun ( Read more... )

it seems like so long since i was but a mere child of 6 and i ran around attached to my mothers leg, wanting every toy we passed as we strolled through the stores and malls. asking, "whats that?" every time i saw something i had never seen. a deafening 14 years later and i still find myself wanting that pleasure. to be carried around and taken care ( Read more... )

hmm...been a while.

im moving to euclid. for good. hopefully within the next month. yay. party my house. be there. ill call you and let you know when and where. :)

i wish "im sorry" could change the way things are

i miss you.

shit nigga, you know we keepin it real.

out to mentor today with a darling little girl.

that is all.

p.s. night of the living dead is my favorite horror film.

well well well. hmm...today pretty much sucked. 'training' out in maple hts. is gay. like seriously, hardcore gay. i effing hate that town with a burning passion. it sucks. im not kidding. its horrible. the worst town ive ever been to ( Read more... )

god damn son of a bitch ass mother fucking faggot ass stupid fucking gay ass fucking mother fuck shit ass fuck! etc etc etc.

NO ONE FUCKING TOLD ME OWEN WAS PLAYING THIS EVENING!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?! GOD DAMN IT! SON OF A BITCH! IM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW! IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW!

la la
la la
la la
la laa
i love you

lots of work lots of work ( Read more... )

i know you want this to be your last word but its my last breath and with this frail body i condem myself to your thoughtful pleasures racing through to the back of your skull to the floor boards underneath your feet soft unspoken diciplines your arguments realized through the sun lit window paine. i am your chalk outline. i am the gun to your head ( Read more... )

forever alone
-------------forever replaced
by a tounge in cheek in lips of meat
from teeth to feel
insides with pills
and all i ever wanted
was to be someone im not

im going to move away...im not sure when...im not sure where....but i am...