it is said that even the most beautiful flowers have thier thorns, but can it be the other way around sometimes? Maybe the darkest thorns are hiding behind flowers.....

memory truely is an evil thing. I wish the past could simply be forgotten. No matter where i go, my past will always be there to haunt me, be it though others around me, or in my own mind. Things have been broken that can not be fixed. I can not be fixed. Running from your past is as useful as running from your shadow on a sunny day. But i will try ( Read more... )

DO NOT LET IT BE SAID that i have no plan for my life.

Until all the strength of my mind is gone, I will spend my life in pursuit of what i seek. Maybe months, maybe years, maybe this life and the next, but i will find what i am looking for. Do not say i do nothing with my life.

Wake up, mow the weed
you'd be nothing without me
take my life, if you have the heart to die.

You bastards taint my tool
rape my words, play me a fool
Gather your precious glitter and leave me be.
The great ones are all dead and im tired too
I truely Hate you all!

god help me

My mind is clouded with doubt ( Read more... )

I could have waited till fire rained down from the skies.
I could have waited till hell begain to rise
I could have waited till there was nothing left to wait for
but instead my heart and pleas she decided to ignore

the true spirit of xmas...is to get as drunk as you can and dance until you dont feel bad anymore.

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

SO i was very sick on tuesday, ended up in bed for 16 hours. I called in sick to work (training) and what i didnt know is...Now i have to start training all over again. And there isnt another class until jan. 18. Fuck that. unless i can get a private lesson to get caught up, im not goin back there. I can get a job somewhere else if i have to. God ( Read more... )