sitting in the passenger seat of jen's car, on the way home. staring out the window at the city lights. alanis is blasting out of the car's blown out speakers, so loud that i can't hear myself think. jen and i are singing at the top of our lungs.

and that, ladies and gentlemen, is what life is all about.

i had an interview on monday. it was probably the worst interview i've ever had. the lady was a complete bitch ( Read more... )

i had a good, long overdue conversation with justin last night. gawd i miss him. i can't even explain in words how much i miss him. i don't think i've ever missed anyone in my entire life as much as i miss justin. he sounds like he's doing better since the accident. he's just weak. i'd give anything just to be there with him.

"i wish we could ( Read more... )

i've never felt so helpless in my entire life.
the thing that upsets me the most is that i was never told that i was doing something wrong in the first place.
not once did i sit down with my boss and have her tell me that there were issues with me.
i had no idea that i was doing something wrong ( Read more... )

i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got fired today. i got ( Read more... )

i carved pumpkins last night. it was sweet. gawd, i love halloween.

( pumpkins!!! )

i've had a constant headache for two weeks and i'm starting to feel that i'm slowly killing myself with all of the aspirin i've been taking. it's probably eating away my insides as i type. ew.

i have to register for spring semester ALREADY. wth? it's only november. and why the hell should i register when i haven't even finished this semester. ( Read more... )

something about today seems really sad, i just can't put my finger on it.

the rain turns me into a different person ( Read more... )

so yesterday, i came home from work around 6:45ish to see flame and z sitting in my dining room. i hadn't seen them in ages! and although they had to get back to blythe because flame had to work last night, we had a nice visit. apparently, flame thought he wasn't gonna see me. i came in my room and found a note typed up on my computer from him. it ( Read more... )