FUCK YOU!!!

Fourth day in a row at 113.3

I know it´s my own fault for binging so much, but i´m still angry. Angry at the scale, but mainly at myself.

today: 111.7

today: 114.6

yesterday: 115.2

today: 114.6!

New recent LW.

today: 118

yesterday: 119.2
today: 119.2

Today: 117.7

Blah.

yesterday: 116.6
today: 118.8

*cringe*

I think it´s time to revive this journal.

Did you feel that cold wind blowing? That was me, breathing life into this LJ.

My biggest mistake is not thinking about consequences. Everything I´ve ever done wrong, stems from not-thinking-but-taking-a-deep-breath-and-plunging-right-in-stop-thinking-oh-god-please-don´t-think-about-what-you´re-doing. And of course, from taking the wrong direction and then stubbornly pursuing in that directionI get so scared whenever my mind ( Read more... )