stop the lies before my ears become diseased...

[imjustamisfit]

well saturday completely and totally sucked. it was quite possibily the worst day in months. i pissed off just about everybody in charisma and i'm not exactly sure how... the first person i pissed off wouldn't let me apologize to her which is a load of shit. cause i don't hand out apologies like candy they actually do mean something. so that really

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[itookyourkidney]

this won't help but..

thats sick.
thats the sickest thing i've ever heard.

tell me how that helps? i don't get it.

[imjustamisfit]

it's not sick. it helps because i have so many things that make me sad and depressed and i got put my finger on one thing at a time so if i cut that gives a central focal point. it then gives me a chance to calm my nerves and give me a chance to rationally go through my problems.

[green4everaday]

i don't get why you cut yourself, i don't think i ever will and i don't really care anymore.

and this is just going to come out of nowhere.. but lately our friendship has sucked. ashley and i always try to hang with you. but it seems like you have decided to fuck us over for other people.. hint hint brian, who are just making you unhappy at the current time. stop saying your life is soo bad, look outside what you think it is and realize the things that make you smile. there's lots to look forward to in life, you just have to get past the negatives and onward to the positives. you're a teenager and life is tough. slow it down a little, take some time and have fun.

<3 sarah

[imjustamisfit]

alright it's not just my fault our friendship sucks. keep in mind this summer you were to damn busy with all your other friends (no hints) jonah, joanna, matisse, kendy and so on... so before you go pointing fingers look at yourself. i really wanted to stop hanging out with you when you gave me a call and i actually thought you were going to invite me somewhere and you had the gull to ask me for directions to a show. one you apparently forgot to invite me to. and the hanging out with brian even though it makes me sad look at how you were with jonah and damien. so take a nice long look at yourself before you ever consider trying to inform me again. i know i have problems. i don't see much that makes me smile i probably never will. and i don't fucking have time for fun. if i did believe me i would have it.

hey hey

[tabduck13]

hey,its tab. i wanted to say sorry for like going off on ya saturday night. it just seemed like you gave me a dirty look and i didnt know what for. who knows i prolly over looked it. and yeah. i know i give a lot of dirty looks to people, and im sorry you had a bad day.
tab

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[imjustamisfit]

it's ok i shouldn't have gotten pissed off when you said something. i just need to control how easily i get pissed off at what people say.