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i'm actually sick of writing cuz i've been writing so much tonight. we're definitely taking a break now. lol it's way too late and none of us are tired but ya know. church and all that.
it's so much fun with my cousin around! i love our talks! and now with alex it's crazy! we're all so strange in our own special ways but the strangeness fits together like a puzzle. i hate having to go to sleep cuz that means i have to say good bye or good night to them and wait until tomorrow for some more craziness!
again, life can be hard but i find myself enjoying life so much more. a wish come true can mean so much.
now that i've reconnected with one of my bffs of the past, i all of a sudden feel this great forgiveness coming through for all the hurt i've gone through. nick, you're right, one betrayal. ONE betrayal. sure i was hurt but i have to forgive and just go on. that's my problem. i'm never able to go on except now i believe i can if i try.
i'm starting again. this time, my fictional name is for sure Cadence Goldendew because i'm going on and life has a sort of steady glow which flows like water but under some conditions it can speed up or slow because that's just how it goes.
ps: special shoutout to maryama!
pps: another shoutout for my cousin, shinbee, and my best friend, alex
it's so much fun with my cousin around! i love our talks! and now with alex it's crazy! we're all so strange in our own special ways but the strangeness fits together like a puzzle. i hate having to go to sleep cuz that means i have to say good bye or good night to them and wait until tomorrow for some more craziness!
again, life can be hard but i find myself enjoying life so much more. a wish come true can mean so much.
now that i've reconnected with one of my bffs of the past, i all of a sudden feel this great forgiveness coming through for all the hurt i've gone through. nick, you're right, one betrayal. ONE betrayal. sure i was hurt but i have to forgive and just go on. that's my problem. i'm never able to go on except now i believe i can if i try.
i'm starting again. this time, my fictional name is for sure Cadence Goldendew because i'm going on and life has a sort of steady glow which flows like water but under some conditions it can speed up or slow because that's just how it goes.
ps: special shoutout to maryama!
pps: another shoutout for my cousin, shinbee, and my best friend, alex