taken from my dear myspace friend, sarah w.
what's your favorite smell? one time, i was over at linnea's and her first floor bathroom had this awesome bath and body works liquid soap and i actually pretended 2 go to the bathroom 3 times just to find out what scent it was but i forgot what it was now.
what's your favorite color? electric/steel blue. ever played zelda on n64? link's eyes are that color and that's when i first loved that color.
what's your favorite kind of coffee? hmm... catch my mom on a good day (psht!) and she can make u an iced coffee so good that starbucks and caribou would be jealous.
what's your favorite thing to do on a lazy sunday afternoon? when my cousin was here, we'd take a walk around the shopping centers in the evenings. now? hmmm... i guess write in my journal about kmm (obsessed!!)
what's your worst habit? peeling off lip skin
do you have deep dark secrets? ohhoo, yessie... what? u think i'm going 2 tell u? jk
do you like your hair better curly or straightened? not just straightened. it has to be korean straightened. yeah, but i like it better straightened.
do you like yourself? depends on when u catch me. these days, a lot better than b4 :P
do you believe that other people are basically good or basically bad? whatevr they want 2 b. i'm not going to do the g-dance (lol thnx bubbles).
what is the nature of evil? i can't exactly figure out what this question is asking me but i believe that evil is a way to try to make up for all the hurt experienced before. and sometimes, it does help but it depends.
what were you for halloween? uhhh... myself.
what are your favorite sort of socks to wear? omg, i have these gorgeous short black ones with hearts on the back. so comfortable.
do you have a best friend? (sgt, don't kill me) right now, i settled w/ close friends. i believe bffs are things that u really have 2 work towards and in my past, i've been hurt 2 many times by best friends so now idk, maybe i can't accept best friendship cuz deep inside, my standards have been raised up a million notches??
what do you think of your parents?
dad: "money fixes all relationships. oh, and don't tell people secrets and believing and praying in God will fix all ur problems and u don't need anything else to solve them. btw, if u disobey me, i'll kill u."
mom: "money and beauty is everything and if u don't believe that ur not human and i can tell u that i hate u and i don't want u as a child. ur the biggest mistake in my life and i repeat myself a million times because i think u don't listen even though i call u every hour when i'm at work just to tell u the same thing. i can't trust u and ur stupid. i have more friends than u. ur an ungrateful wretch and everyone hates u and talks about u behind ur back and ur just too stupid to know it. everyone trusts me and i like ur brother more than u and i think if i say that enough, i'll make u jealous." <-- except she would repeat everything 10 times and then wait ten seconds and then scream it louder and then call my aunt and grandma and tell them how stupid i am and then the whole process is repeated until she wears herself out and declares that i give her stress even though she just gives herself stress.
(oh, btw, i bought a really nice digital recorder and i can show u how loud she screams because i really can't tell anything more but something big is going 2 happen soon and i'll have 2 decide my next step in life and if i'm lucky enough, i might get to be free from her forever)
do you believe in fate? me, yes. i have 2 many dreams to think that there is no fate.
do you believe in god? the belief is now dwindling. thnx 2 my dad who is an elder and my mom who says that God wud b ashamed if i don't get in2 an ivy league and don't get other korean friends because apparently, korean friends are the real friends and american kids are just there to push u 2 the ground.
do you believe in yourself? i do i do i do. i wudn't hav been abl 2 say that last month.
how old were you when you stopped believing in santa claus? never did. my brother never lied to me and made sure the truth didn't go past me either. good man.
what do you think you'll be when you grow up? hap-py?? just me. maybe a pediatrician or teacher. definitely will come back 2 spa 2 do something though. i have hopes for this school.
what do you want to be when you grow up? just someone who makes a difference and not just an eeny weeny one.
do you want to grow up? from all that has happened and is happening, i'm already growing up. i still have a lot 2 learn though.
how are you? hopeful and a bit distressed. i'm feeling better than before though because we all go through low moments in life and i'm really glad mine has passed and i never have 2 c it again unless something else goes wrong. positive outlook, stiff upper lip wot?
are you happy? i'm pretty sure i am. we all are deep inside. we just have to let it grow.
what was your first kiss like? haven't had my first but i still have an sgt dare going around. sgt: but i'm not just going 2 kiss anyone!
what was your last kiss like? u know my visions... it was sweet. 2 bad when i wake up, i don't know him anymore. one day...
what's your favorite book? that's a hard one... several are angels and demons, anne of the island, the scarlet letter, flipped, and animal farm.
what's your philosophy on life? y care about what other ppl think? just do it.
do you do the dew? heh... no.
do you like fast food? it makes me dizzy.
do you like italian food? i guess so?
do you like food? yep
what's the worst thing you've ever done? being a life ruiner. i ruined ppl's lives. i'm serious 2.
are most of your friends virgins or not virgins? half n half and i realized after wellness that i don't really believe that u absolutely have to get married b4hand. uh, more later.
do you like art museums? never been 2 one but i'm dying 2 go.
do you like thinking about the past? a lot.
do you like thinking about the future? yes and i live it in dreams.
do you think it's ever actually possible to live in the present? i am now and it's so much easier and more cheerful that way.
what's your favorite memory and why? choose one? are you on crack? winning high silver at the ADA dance competition because i loved poms and i've always regretted leaving WDC. i'm not on crack but i was to go to spa and quit woodbury dance.
when did you stop believing your parents were perfect? oh puhhleeezzz
what do you expect to learn by the time you die? what my visions are and where they come from
how do you want to die? old wish was suicide but now, new wish is car accident at young age or my mom/dad kills me so ppl really do believe me when i tell them how violent they are. i know u don't believe they are capable. u won't admit it 2 me but i know.
how do you want to live? happily, high on life.
do you highlight things? like crazy.
what phobias do you have? i can't spell it. arachniphobia. also, i'm afraid of crabs, ants, beetles, anything with more than four legs, angry brother (reeeaaally scary), south america, kidnapping, murder, gambucci jk but definitely gambucci and schaible reuniting.
how's the weather where you are? cold cold cold but in my room, normal.
what kind of chair are you sitting in? mattress. they'r rare. jk.
what kind of position are you sitting in? idk, just sitting.
what's up? a lot. more than enough ppl know about mys stuff *cough* and i still hate-real hate and not fake "omg, i hate them"-my rents. and myspace is still rocking and u shud all get 1. ;)
what's your favorite color? electric/steel blue. ever played zelda on n64? link's eyes are that color and that's when i first loved that color.
what's your favorite kind of coffee? hmm... catch my mom on a good day (psht!) and she can make u an iced coffee so good that starbucks and caribou would be jealous.
what's your favorite thing to do on a lazy sunday afternoon? when my cousin was here, we'd take a walk around the shopping centers in the evenings. now? hmmm... i guess write in my journal about kmm (obsessed!!)
what's your worst habit? peeling off lip skin
do you have deep dark secrets? ohhoo, yessie... what? u think i'm going 2 tell u? jk
do you like your hair better curly or straightened? not just straightened. it has to be korean straightened. yeah, but i like it better straightened.
do you like yourself? depends on when u catch me. these days, a lot better than b4 :P
do you believe that other people are basically good or basically bad? whatevr they want 2 b. i'm not going to do the g-dance (lol thnx bubbles).
what is the nature of evil? i can't exactly figure out what this question is asking me but i believe that evil is a way to try to make up for all the hurt experienced before. and sometimes, it does help but it depends.
what were you for halloween? uhhh... myself.
what are your favorite sort of socks to wear? omg, i have these gorgeous short black ones with hearts on the back. so comfortable.
do you have a best friend? (sgt, don't kill me) right now, i settled w/ close friends. i believe bffs are things that u really have 2 work towards and in my past, i've been hurt 2 many times by best friends so now idk, maybe i can't accept best friendship cuz deep inside, my standards have been raised up a million notches??
what do you think of your parents?
dad: "money fixes all relationships. oh, and don't tell people secrets and believing and praying in God will fix all ur problems and u don't need anything else to solve them. btw, if u disobey me, i'll kill u."
mom: "money and beauty is everything and if u don't believe that ur not human and i can tell u that i hate u and i don't want u as a child. ur the biggest mistake in my life and i repeat myself a million times because i think u don't listen even though i call u every hour when i'm at work just to tell u the same thing. i can't trust u and ur stupid. i have more friends than u. ur an ungrateful wretch and everyone hates u and talks about u behind ur back and ur just too stupid to know it. everyone trusts me and i like ur brother more than u and i think if i say that enough, i'll make u jealous." <-- except she would repeat everything 10 times and then wait ten seconds and then scream it louder and then call my aunt and grandma and tell them how stupid i am and then the whole process is repeated until she wears herself out and declares that i give her stress even though she just gives herself stress.
(oh, btw, i bought a really nice digital recorder and i can show u how loud she screams because i really can't tell anything more but something big is going 2 happen soon and i'll have 2 decide my next step in life and if i'm lucky enough, i might get to be free from her forever)
do you believe in fate? me, yes. i have 2 many dreams to think that there is no fate.
do you believe in god? the belief is now dwindling. thnx 2 my dad who is an elder and my mom who says that God wud b ashamed if i don't get in2 an ivy league and don't get other korean friends because apparently, korean friends are the real friends and american kids are just there to push u 2 the ground.
do you believe in yourself? i do i do i do. i wudn't hav been abl 2 say that last month.
how old were you when you stopped believing in santa claus? never did. my brother never lied to me and made sure the truth didn't go past me either. good man.
what do you think you'll be when you grow up? hap-py?? just me. maybe a pediatrician or teacher. definitely will come back 2 spa 2 do something though. i have hopes for this school.
what do you want to be when you grow up? just someone who makes a difference and not just an eeny weeny one.
do you want to grow up? from all that has happened and is happening, i'm already growing up. i still have a lot 2 learn though.
how are you? hopeful and a bit distressed. i'm feeling better than before though because we all go through low moments in life and i'm really glad mine has passed and i never have 2 c it again unless something else goes wrong. positive outlook, stiff upper lip wot?
are you happy? i'm pretty sure i am. we all are deep inside. we just have to let it grow.
what was your first kiss like? haven't had my first but i still have an sgt dare going around. sgt: but i'm not just going 2 kiss anyone!
what was your last kiss like? u know my visions... it was sweet. 2 bad when i wake up, i don't know him anymore. one day...
what's your favorite book? that's a hard one... several are angels and demons, anne of the island, the scarlet letter, flipped, and animal farm.
what's your philosophy on life? y care about what other ppl think? just do it.
do you do the dew? heh... no.
do you like fast food? it makes me dizzy.
do you like italian food? i guess so?
do you like food? yep
what's the worst thing you've ever done? being a life ruiner. i ruined ppl's lives. i'm serious 2.
are most of your friends virgins or not virgins? half n half and i realized after wellness that i don't really believe that u absolutely have to get married b4hand. uh, more later.
do you like art museums? never been 2 one but i'm dying 2 go.
do you like thinking about the past? a lot.
do you like thinking about the future? yes and i live it in dreams.
do you think it's ever actually possible to live in the present? i am now and it's so much easier and more cheerful that way.
what's your favorite memory and why? choose one? are you on crack? winning high silver at the ADA dance competition because i loved poms and i've always regretted leaving WDC. i'm not on crack but i was to go to spa and quit woodbury dance.
when did you stop believing your parents were perfect? oh puhhleeezzz
what do you expect to learn by the time you die? what my visions are and where they come from
how do you want to die? old wish was suicide but now, new wish is car accident at young age or my mom/dad kills me so ppl really do believe me when i tell them how violent they are. i know u don't believe they are capable. u won't admit it 2 me but i know.
how do you want to live? happily, high on life.
do you highlight things? like crazy.
what phobias do you have? i can't spell it. arachniphobia. also, i'm afraid of crabs, ants, beetles, anything with more than four legs, angry brother (reeeaaally scary), south america, kidnapping, murder, gambucci jk but definitely gambucci and schaible reuniting.
how's the weather where you are? cold cold cold but in my room, normal.
what kind of chair are you sitting in? mattress. they'r rare. jk.
what kind of position are you sitting in? idk, just sitting.
what's up? a lot. more than enough ppl know about mys stuff *cough* and i still hate-real hate and not fake "omg, i hate them"-my rents. and myspace is still rocking and u shud all get 1. ;)