Last night i hung out with Jamie, and all i wanted to say was "I love you" but i held myself back, cause i know its not gonna last, but i dont know, i like him alot guys =) He makes me smile, and laugh, and makes me happy

Today Ash n Jenny are coming to Youth club with me, Im ready for this ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went over Jamies for a couple of hours.
In his basement he had this Fog machine, and he turned it on so that we couldnt see ANYTHING, he was sitting like 3 feet away from me and i couldnt see him lol it was awesome
We started the movie "The Grinch stole Christmas" and I told him i ( Read more... )

I know this may be stupid, I know it may only last a few days, I know what all i said about it, and how i wanna be single, I know that this may be another famous "Carissa May Mistake" but

Im going over Jamies right now, and i think im gonna ask him out. Ill update later on what all went down

Happy Halloween

Im not sure what im doing yet, Maybe dressin up as a Twin with Jenny and partayin later?
or
Trick o treating with Random people that i find and scare little kids?
or
Maybe Just dress up and partay Next door, do shit, if you know what i mean lol

Saw II Is so pimp, i love that movie, i might go see it ANOTHER time with other people ( Read more... )

Don't give up you're still young and your life's just begun
At every corner opportunity screams
Sometimes life is abrupt but it's time to grow up
And stop clinging to yesterday's dreams

So i talked to Kelly today!!! He is so cute hahaha I like talking to him, and i got his sn. <3
Me and Angie and our parents went to Leos, and there was the cutest ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fun! At first i thought it was gonna be a bust, but it turned out amazing.
We had these God Games, and it was halarious. Me and Alex were together the whole time lol man i love that kid "In a minutteee" haha
Our church won Mock Rock!! WOOP WOOP! What know bitches?! haha
I <3 Pat lol he is so funny, with his stupid paper tie ( Read more... )

World war III has been going on in my head for about 4 days now. and I ( Read more... )

Youth club Yesterday was, wow. It was good, i was havin fun, good time ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day so far
Just like all the days i have been having latley =)

I woke up at like 5am, which was pretty wierd, for some reason ive been wakeing up before my alarm clock even goes off.
Sooo I decided i wanted to look GOOD today, so i took a shower, blow ( Read more... )

Homecoming was Amazing. I had such a blast, better than i thought i would. Way better than last years =)
I just wish.. everyone could say that about this years homecoming..

Im actually Happy again!!! woop woop.

I like Jamie. (again)

Ive done alot of thinking over the past couple of days. and guess what ( Read more... )