{{reflectiveness}}

[immaculatedawn]

>reflectivemy whole life i have let people walk all over me, people lie to me and hurt me. i have this tendency to give people my trust and love, wholeheartedly and unconditionally. i am a people person. i love people. i love being a part of something, being there for someone. i have this thing about me where i always have to be a help. i always

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[sexysydney]

Don't feel bad in the least about past friends. They did not deserve your friendship in the first place. A person makes a friend for life, and that should be kept that way. Not just casual friends. Just don't worry about your friendship with me...We will be friends permanently and nothing can change that. Just smile and everything will be okay.
Other than friends, I'm glad that everything is going well on the homefront...Everything should be happy year 'round...I think it should be a law. Just keep your chin up and smile for me, okay?

[immaculatedawn]

::chin up and smiling::

[wgbandi]

friends may come and go, but isnt the point in life to make and break friendships to help us cope with what life throws at us?? i know being friends with you is sometimes the brightest point in my life, you are the truest friend i have and i value you so much.. i guess sometimes you just have to look inside yourself to find what is true in your heart.
did that make sense??? right.... so the gist of my post is that i love you and if you need to vent, im here :)
~alyssa

[immaculatedawn]

we talked. a lot. thank you so much lyss. i really love ya.

*wait! i need to swallow.*

[amemoria]

see now, I feel exactly the same way. But I'm also very taking, I like a lot of things for me me me and then I feel bad because I'm seflish so I give, give, give and end up getting used. It's quite annoying.

Not that you were pointing any blame but if you feel I was one of those friends I'd like to explain. See, I'm very similiar I love getting friends having, friends, being around friends, you know? And so I jump at any oppurtunity to make or have them but I also am very...insecure? paranoid? I like to have that click to someone, like we can talk for hours, I can feel totally comfortable. And most of the time I feel like the person isn't feeling me and I keep trying but they're just like, "No, I don't really see you as that good of a friend." and that's how I felt about you, so as I did befoe, I gave up! But if I was getting mixed signals 'cuz as I said I mad trip about it then just let me know, I wasn't dissing you I thought you were dissing me, but not in a mean way, so yeah. That's what happened. Loved the post, totally felt you.

[immaculatedawn]

you arent or werent one of those friends. but. thank you for your words. i love ya mizzie dizzie. you keep it real. that's what important.

--heatha. *will im you when AIM isnt a pain in her ass.*