i really dont like it when i try to go out of my way and do nice things for people and it isnt truly appricated. it hurts. i am thinking that maybe i should re-evaluate all my friendships thus far and just.. fuck it all. I know, I just got back from LA and I should be happy I mean, I had a great time ( Read more... )

"The soul that is within me no man can degrade." ~Fredrick Douglas.

(old poem posted, talked to an old friend today-- thought it needed to be re-posted.)

So So ( Read more... )

la la la la la la tonight ( Read more... )

So lately I have been in this funk. I don't want to really do anything except be lazy. And when I say that folks, I so fucking mean it. I spend hour after hour staring at the screen, or starting at my books and blank notebook pages. My motivation gone. My inspiration to want to succeed in school, lost. I don't really know why its happening. I keep ( Read more... )

Give me one reason to update, and I'll turn right back around. Give me one reason to update, and I'll turn right back around ( Read more... )

I'm in a pretty good mood, so I thought I'd post ( Read more... )

So Justin tells me I should post more. I'm not the post-whore I used to be. I am still a comment whore though. Yes. I comment quite frequently, so y'all better love me for that ( Read more... )

Joey, Lyss-dawg, Chris.. who ever wants to go with me, we are going ( Read more... )

I'm (trying) keeping my head on straight. Tonight was so awesome. I bought the new Tonic album and played it in the car on the way home. The sky here in Syracuse was so blue, and almost perfectly clear. There was also this amazing full moon. It was almost spiritual. Not like, Bless God and all that-- just wow. "I will grow my wings, I will learn ( Read more... )

Alrighty folks. Now time for another inside look into the life of Heather: The dorkStar ( Read more... )