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This weather has me wanting love more tangible.
Something I can hold because it’s getting cold.
I said, hold up our fists to the flame in the sky
to block out the light that is reaching for our eyes
The halloween party was fun. Lo was really drunk and I didn't want her in my home but she refused to leave. Tai came. I have a crush on him, in his speed racer costume and whatnot. Every venture of that sort in my life proves to be entirely hapless. I need to get over it!
I love this weather. I really want to go through the corn maze at the pumpkin farm. Each time Jessica and I have gone there we never feel like spending five dollars on it. I'm running low on time, I need to go. I have nothing of interest, or importance, to say. My huge english project is due Monday and Carley and I give our fucking 30 minute presentation on Wednesday-- The neverending ways I am loathing this. I was supposed to go to her house at 1 but I'm not at all done with my end of the project so... Oh, of course here I am typing a blog instead of typing critical reviews and paragraph after paragraph. I have 6 pages so far. And I probably have like 3 or 4 more to do. Damn.
I'm debating whether or not I should go see Devendra in a few weeks. I don't think I really want to, since I've already seen him. Yes, it was SUPER cool and stuff (we touched and etc omgg omgomogm remember Megan!?! omg) but I am so penniless lately! I want to get my hips pierced too.... And that'll cost like +100 dollars, so I'm trying to save up for that. We'll see how that goes... Grace is down with it though. I want to little microdermals on my right hip. I think it'd be cute and subtle and secret. I like it.
So there still is hope.
Yes, I can be healed.
There is someone looking for what I concealed in my secret drawer,
in my pockets deep,
you will find the reasons that I can’t sleep and you will still want me.
But will you still want me?