I'm laying in my bed waiting to be picked up. I feel off again ( Read more... )

Nothing ever changes ( Read more... )

Song bird singing in an old dead tree
The way your drive honey scares the hell out of me
100 mph on a brand new road
Look at me again you make my heart explode

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So lately I have been happier. It feels so good. It's exhilarating. It's awakening. It's happiness erupting from my tiny pores. Lately I haven't been too bothered about things. Maybe a ( Read more... )

Some Litanies (This one caught my eye for some reason):

( Was the arrangement made between the two couples legal? No. )

"And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer."... thanks mr. f scott fitzgerald... i wish things did grow in that sped up way.

I've all but fallen to pieces over here. I've been on this binge of the ( Read more... )

Is love a tender thing? it is too rough, Too rude, too boist'rous, and it pricks like a thorn.

I don't know who I am!! I'm not myself lately. I've gotten SO lazy about school and what not. I can not wait for school to get out. Everybody in that place drives me crazy! I get so manic and unreasonable during school hours-- it is ridiculous. I am so unprepared for everything it seems... Ah, oh well.

I'm so confused about my standings with so many ( Read more... )

So, I've changed. I acknowledge this. I want to change back, revert back to the old Lupe-- the one that is here, somewhere, just buried under some things. I will change. I am going to keep growing and stop lacking. I want my friends back.

Things have been crazy lately. I feel like a zombie. I don't know why or what's happening but I feel dead all ( Read more... )

Hello internet!!!

I feel so sick lately... Like not vomit sick, just hazy sick. Every day fades into the next and so on. I feel like a zombie. I constantly feel like I never have anything of substance to say. It's like every thought it just silly and irrelevant. When I do speak, I have nothing good to say. Conversation has been pretty shallow. And ( Read more... )

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